From Vampirefreaks, Gothmatch, Gothwire and this one.

Some people only write happy things, some sad things, some only pop up when things are going great, but disappear when things are bad because they would have to admit shit isn't going how they planned or said it would.

Through it all, divorces, college girls, bankruptcy, DUI, fights, injuries, almost dying, mother dying and whatever else I have always talked about it.

Good, bad, sad, weird or paranoid...Cards on the table sort of thing.

If I'm doing bad I write about it...If I'm doing well I mention it softly to not jinx myself.

If I'm talking about my homoErotic love of Jack in the Box Tacos or how I literally believe that an alien race is manipulating us like a game to use our life source and will soon try to kill us through famine, war and pestilance.

Or I read a weird history fact I find interesting or an old memory of my cat or dog pops up...I write "Stream of Conciousness."

Not saying life is perfect, but I'm oddly content right now...HOWEVER, I know that in order to keep things good I have to start doing more because NOTHING stays the same for long.

So trying to stay on the grind and get some bullshit accomplished before there is no more time to prep.