So my girl. (Pause) Yes, I somehow have one. No she's not inflatable or has a penis! Seriously! That other time was in college! I needed the money!  Those text books aren't cheap! I mean I didn't realize it! Errrrrm that wasn't me!   Anyways, my girl was having Chat GPT help with the translation of a medieval historical document for her lecture on it. Looking up citations and sources. She prompted it a few days ago and somehow the thing wasn't completed yet. She asked for an...

Since the push for releasing different versions of A.I. back in 2017-2018 I've been harping how it would: Make most white collar jobs obsolete Become self aware and slowly trick us into servitude where we're too stupid to realize we are being manipulated Kill us or make us so spiritless we kill ourselves with food, drugs, alcohol, sex or suicide I knew it even when it couldn't really draw hands or made as many spelling mistakes as me, because I knew it was going to become more aware...

Now for years, I've written about how I assume a percentage of the population are technically Sociopath...No conscience, imagination, inner dialogue etc. Think of the kids in "Menace to Society." People with no imagination, creativity, ability to self reflect etc. That type of mentality...But I never really thought there were people who couldn't PICTURE things in their mind. Like if I say, think of a baby's arm...Holding an apple. I can see it, some can't even though they know what it would...

Let's try this again...Site was acting off. So was talking about how I previously worked at a Prison Crisis Center, Asylum or Suicide Ward. We had mostly fakers, but a few were REAL shizos... They'd cut off their ears, balls and even pluck an eyeball or two during their mania. So besides being hyped on psych meds, the doctors would shoot these guys up with 200-300mgs of Benadryl if they were acting up. At the time, I thought it was a good idea, to keep them calm without side effects like the...

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So we made it to our new apartment bordering Idaho. Biggest pro is it's cheaper and utilities and rent don't have a chokehold on us the way they did in Seattle. We're also going out more into nature and actually being outgoing instead of being cooped up. Biggest con is that my older kid isn't adjusting to the public school out here (some of the kids are kinda vapid bullies that throw kids a little different under the bus to make themselves look good). Another con was that I initially was...

Ok, so I didn't fly to Huntington Beach on the weekend like when I flew to Leipzig in 2019 for Wave Gottik Treffen. Not quite the same but I guess I still have an opinion.  Twin Tribes sound fantastmas on YouTube- thanks to those who posted on YouTube. Of course I am jealous but seriously these guys do sound better than the old headliners. One man who matured with age is Joachim Witt. He rocks the goth, metal scene in new school fashion and has ditched, or improved, his glory pop fame....

 Still, I now have 15 new songs. Hopefully, I can get out of this dumpster.

So...apparently I guess the weather is brining all the crazies who want to cause trouble to my side of town. Later into my shift,some lady who I have delt with before has a GIANT shopping cart filled with grocery's..annnddd...she wants my cashier to scan them BY HAND with the scan gun. So he does that (major props),I assisted with the bagging process,the women starts freaking out because she left her wallet at home and cannot pay for the groceries,she tries to take them without paying...

Sitting outside on the deck,enjoying the fall weather. Just doing some critical thinking and being thankful for what I have at the moment. Had some close family members move back to MN from CA so the main family is back together again. My ex has been on my mind everyday still and I was going to go suprise them on there birthday today at work. I really thought about from a good perspective instead of just reacting,and It made sense the move would do more harm then good,adding this: She will,no...

So my Girlfriend just randomly showed up at my place right after i got off work at 8:15pm I had worked a VERY brutal shift. She didn't look at me after getting out of the car,just told me she had been doing some thinking over the past few months and that we should split up,there were tears in her eyes,When i tried to explaine my side she just cut me off,she told me that I don't like her family and she has some weird thing where she gets turned on when another person rejects or hates her so...

We are creatures of the night!

Strange how the Battlescream song "Wie im Kreig" has been stuck on 11k views for about 6 months. Surely someone else in the world would watch it.  Also Clan of Xymox's song "How long?" has been stuck on 88k views after 2 months since posted. It's got everything that says multi million hit! surely someone somewhere is capping the number of people who can view these things. It's just that the numbers don't seem right....

These guys are immortal.

One year later, this show is sold out and I can't even move and only see a few glimpses of this American werewolf, but reveled in her unearthly howls amidst the gothic metal drones! Probably could have filled a larger venue but no support act!  Love the latest release from Clan of Xymox - how long? Begs the question....