For years,I tried to be be Hardcore Stoic. Come the storm, I'd stand like a statue against the thunder and lightning...But I couldn't control my emotions so that was bullshit. In 2021, I almost died, I survived, regrouped and begin trying to implement it in my life...Still I would get mad, sad or feel guilty more often than not. Finally, I get to Yucatan and having more time to wonder and ponder it all seemed to click better. Because we all KNOW how we're supposed to behave in the face of...

Was skimming through videos to watch while cleaning and saw a video of some 40 year old, who looked older, white dude, gaunt and gave off an aura of sadness. He was basically putting his cards on the table about how he had spent his teens and 20's and 30's fucking around...Trying to be edgy by going to edgy places. (Sweat slowly starts to build on Noodle's forehead) Doing stupid shit to impress or allow him to feel like the person he said he was. (Slow trickle of sweat slowly falls from his...

With the passion of Donald Trump not releasing the Epstein Documents for fear of the Mossad being discovered that they've been blackmailing everyone for 40+ years with gay and pedophilia videos. With the passion of Diddy towards male rappers and love of Special K laced Baby Oil. With the passion of trans men really wanting to twerk in Stripper Wear and stilettos for small children at Elementary School Settings...You don't like that? What are you a bigot? So for whatever reason it's been...

So my girl just called as it's the first day of school at the University she teaches at. Since today is a light day, the teachers show the new students where the library, student services, snack bar, book store etc are. Yes like they're 10 years old in elementary school or mentally challenged. So she was giving the tour and her group consisted of minorities: Asians, blacks and Hispanics...The head of International Student Union was going around taking pics and loved it. But just as she was...

When I go out to a Cantina in Yucatan. Don't judge me. >=(

How if there's Incels for males then there's femcels for females...It never really crossed my mind in all these years. Whenever I saw some Tik Tok video of some overly tatted, pierced, green hair weirdo yelling about trans rights and how all men were evil and deserved to die I just thought "Look at these weirdo feminists!" BUT it appears now females are no longer JUST weird crazy feminists, they're AUTISTIC, weird, crazy feminists WHO HATE MEN. That's the difference. Autistic, highly...

CNN with it's ridiculous polls recently came up with one that said: 50% of all males under the age of 30 are still virgins in the US. Annnnnnnnnnd the kicker? 33% of males did not have sex even once in 2024...No gay sex doesn't count so there goes your counterpoint CountDarkness. ZOINKS! 20's were my best years!  And no it never involved fucking warm Apple Pies!  That's nasty! (Soft murmur) It was peach cobbler. Of course the odd thing was most women were still all fucking...Which...

So say in places like Detroit things had got so bad, that due to black people's behavior, stores left, businesses left, schools closed, police stopped patrolling, people abandoned their homes that they have demolished over 1/3rd of the city leaving huge gaps of woods between the only thing that has stayed. Ghetto Ass Blacks in the projects. Imagine the worst POS building in your city, full of crime, violence, graffitti, drugs and gangs...Now imagine it in the middle of the woods. Then them...

The year is 2027 and what was no longer is. Kamala is our President and only Progressive Ideas are allowed in her administration and the laws have changed. Men must wear make up, dresses and SEXY high heel shoes every Friday...Most immigrated Englishmen and Germans don't have to even go buy those things since oddly enough they already owned them???  Weird since I've never seen them with wives or women...Plus where did they get a size 14 woman's high heel? Asking for a friend. Yes...

So my girl. (Pause) Yes, I somehow have one. No she's not inflatable or has a penis! Seriously! That other time was in college! I needed the money!  Those text books aren't cheap! I mean I didn't realize it! Errrrrm that wasn't me!   Anyways, my girl was having Chat GPT help with the translation of a medieval historical document for her lecture on it. Looking up citations and sources. She prompted it a few days ago and somehow the thing wasn't completed yet. She asked for an...

Since the push for releasing different versions of A.I. back in 2017-2018 I've been harping how it would: Make most white collar jobs obsolete Become self aware and slowly trick us into servitude where we're too stupid to realize we are being manipulated Kill us or make us so spiritless we kill ourselves with food, drugs, alcohol, sex or suicide I knew it even when it couldn't really draw hands or made as many spelling mistakes as me, because I knew it was going to become more aware...

Now for years, I've written about how I assume a percentage of the population are technically Sociopath...No conscience, imagination, inner dialogue etc. Think of the kids in "Menace to Society." People with no imagination, creativity, ability to self reflect etc. That type of mentality...But I never really thought there were people who couldn't PICTURE things in their mind. Like if I say, think of a baby's arm...Holding an apple. I can see it, some can't even though they know what it would...

Let's try this again...Site was acting off. So was talking about how I previously worked at a Prison Crisis Center, Asylum or Suicide Ward. We had mostly fakers, but a few were REAL shizos... They'd cut off their ears, balls and even pluck an eyeball or two during their mania. So besides being hyped on psych meds, the doctors would shoot these guys up with 200-300mgs of Benadryl if they were acting up. At the time, I thought it was a good idea, to keep them calm without side effects like the...

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So we made it to our new apartment bordering Idaho. Biggest pro is it's cheaper and utilities and rent don't have a chokehold on us the way they did in Seattle. We're also going out more into nature and actually being outgoing instead of being cooped up. Biggest con is that my older kid isn't adjusting to the public school out here (some of the kids are kinda vapid bullies that throw kids a little different under the bus to make themselves look good). Another con was that I initially was...