Damn, since I raised my T supplement I've been mean as a Honey Badger.

That's the problem, if I lower it I get all soft and sweet, but with no drive...Which I hate because it's like living in a soft hazy warm nap.

If I double the dose of my supplement, I get MEAN.

But I also have drive which I need to knock a bunch of stuff off my Honey Do List...That I wrote for myself...Cus I'm the "Honey"...Hence my diabetes!

Just kidding, no diabetes...But I do get mean.

Or I say things that I think without much filter and by "much" I mean none.

But I also feel great!...It's like you feel mean, confident, full of energy, but also want to talk about how some people do run the world from behind curtains and those people should swing at the end of a barbwire rope...Just sayin'

Makes me wanting that whatever collapse happens just gets here so things can be cleared and we can start fresh about a decade from now.

After the Modern New Dark Age that awaits us.

But oddly enough, I don't feel sad, unhappy or mopey...Just Mean/Happy or (My Noodle's Creation):

Mappy

It's actually a very nice feeling which is why most people who do steroids usually don't want to give it up.

You just feel like a man...Of the past!

Not the NEW type of men, who just make me cringe at what a bunch of pussies they've become or how easily they get cowed in to believe that being weak is strength.

I believe that picture I posted with the guy is 100% real...Why in the fuck would he tell anyone?  

I guess the best way to describe it is...I take a precusor that makes my body produce more testosterone...(Like how Fauci's mRNA vaccines helps produce more cancer cells!).

Then that Testosterone makes me feel like I'm in the 80's, living in Miami, driving a Lamborghini and possibly doing a ton of good coke with my best black friend Tubbs!

"Oh Tubbs!  You rascal!  You used up my last eightball I was saving for Easter!

Damn you Babtists!"