https://vampyrian616.bandcamp.com/album/mother-ep   

(I wrote this after finding out my mom got cancer)

LYRICS: 
As I sit here; hours passing by...
I will never forget you...
If today you die...
you are always here for me...
soon it will not be anymore...
I will always cry for you...
Once they shut the coffin door...

Part2

Mother I know you never understood...
The life I lived; I often wish you could...
Mother forgive me...
I never could get by...
I never could understand...
why you couldn't understand why...