You'd think doctors would be more willing to get you better within days than rather having an infection go as long as it can... granted they gave me meds for the burning but it's barely doing a thing for the infection at all. Which sucks. Like super bad. And now I have another infection my ear. Which sucks super fucking bad... like can anything go right?! Ugh. I'm pretty sure all this shit with waiting is gonna make it even worse for it to go away... and the stupid labs that I took couldn't find anything.. so it's like wtf bro like what the actual fuck... 

the only good to come outta all this is that I got a girlfriend today... which I'm pretty excited about and we already stated about splitting a bill for cable. Which I'm stoked about.. but who's card to put it on? Cause I don't want to get stuffed with the bill if shit goes south... ugh 

I wish I could dye my hair today... painted the nails but I wanted to paint them black but they are blue... meep...

I guess just pray for me.. it's all anyone can do.