LIFE IS FUCKING CRAZY… ANY WAY LIFE CAN FUCK ME UP LIFE IS FUCKING ME UP.. AND IT’S THE HARDEST SHIT TO DEAL WITH. IVE BEEN DEALING WITH A UTI FOR GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW LONG AND IM HOPING FOR RESULTS TODAY.. LIKE PRONTO. LIKE PLEASE PRAY I GET THE CURE FOR THIS SHIT. CAUSE THIS SHIT HAS GONE ON FOR LONG ENOUGH…

LAST WEEK ON THURSDAY… I HIT MY EX UP BECAUSE IVE HAD HER ON MY MIND LIKE CRAZY. AND THE GIRL THAT I CHEATED ON HER WITH WELL I DIDN’T REALLY CHEAT ON HER WITH LIKE MY EX DID KNOW ABOUT HER, BUT THE GIRL THAT TRIED COMING BETWEEN US AND SHIT, SHE DIED ON THE DAY THAT I FUCKING HIT UP MY EX.. WHICH REALLY BLOWS MY FUCKING MIND.. LIKE REALLY IT FUCKING DOES. LIKE HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN.. LIKE WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN. IT WAS ALSO A REALLY GOOD DAY FOR ME TOO CAUSE I WENT AND SEEN THE WOOKS AT THIS DOPE ASS BAR. BUT IT BLOWS MY MIND. AND ON THAT DAY MY EX TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF… LIKE SHE HASN’T BEEN RUDE TO ME ENOUGH.. I REACHED OUT AND ASKED HER IF SHE WAS SOBER. WHICH I GUESS IN ANY ADDICTS MIND IS RUDE AS HELL AND I TOLD HER I HAD 33 FRIENDS DEAD FROM DRUGS AND THAT I DIDN’T WANT HER TO BE ONE OF THEM. WHO KNOWS HOW LONG SHE WILL LIVE… IM TO THE POINT I CANNOT CARE ANYMORE AND IM DONE PLAYING THE NICE PERSON AND I REFUSE TO EVER HIT HER THE FUCK UP AGAIN..

BUT IF SHIT CANNOT GET ANYMORE WORSE… ON EASTER MY COUSIN THAT’S IN LOCK DOWN KILLED SOMEONE AND MIND YOU I HAVENT TALKED TO THIS FUCKER IN YEARS BUT I GREW UP WITH THIS SHIT HEAD AND TO KNOW SOMEONE YOU ARE BLOOD WITH AND USE TO BE CLOSE WITH KILLED SOMEONE CAN REALLY FUCK WITH YOUR FUCKING HEAD…

I DON’T KNOW HOW THE FUCK TO DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS FUCKING SHIT THEE FUCK AT ALL.. LIKE AT ALL AT ALL. BUT IM BOTHERED. REALLY I AM.. IM TOTALLY BOTHERED.

WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO SUCK FOR SO MANY PEOPLE?