Back in August I made a deposit on a place I'll HOPEFULLY be moving into soon.

Very far away...See that little smudge on the peninsula surrounded by rain forests and swamps?

That's Merida.

Meaning I have to leave the US along with friends and family.

A COMPLETE change of lifestyle.

Problem is that it won't be till late August and the way it's going I'm honestly worried about this House of Cards staying up.

I'm ready to go now...But my countdown is 136 days.

Sigh.

Once my keys are in my hand, THEN IT BECOMES A REALITY THEN I'll share what I've done...Until then it's all up to God, the fates, lady luck, universe, buddah, krishna etc etc.

I have no control over whatever is happening...All I can do is float till then.

Sigh.

136 fucking days =/