Seeing afternoon sun 3 days in a row was not a fun experience. Everything was a dull shade of piss yellow, since this country has fuck all for snow in winter and vegetation is still dead. Havent seen the daytime rays since before november. Not a fun experience. Summer will be worse. Ugh, brightness. Curse thee. 

Well, at least she doesnt have cancer, or some sketchy tumors. Though the multiorgan iffiness makes me fucking nervous as hell and I would rather this be the GI, maybe thisll clear up now that we know what to focus on. Sucks to put her through all the tests and all that crazy shit but its gotta be done. Been hard to process everything and relax a wee bit. Said processing seems to mainly be full social withdrawal. Again. 

Shitty. 

I forget what else. Something angry no doubt.

Meh