So I have an Austrian neighbor...Skinny older lady (74) who is always angry or fearful at the world.

I mean I am too...But I can still handle myself and I tend to push forward.

If I'm feel something spooky is coming down the pipe, I clean my gun, hit the gym and prep.

If I was sad or lonely, I'll go somewhere far and look for what I need how I need...I don't stew in my saddness:

Life is as limited as you make it...Even the poorest, dumbest one of us could make major changes in their life if they wanted.

You just have to take that Leap Of Faith:

She's just sad and ready to go...She's not sick, but I've seen that look before when people give up hope and it's just a matter of time.

If you lose your spirit, you lose your life force.

So I say enjoy what you can, how you can as long as you're not fucking anyone over.

She's Eeyore:

I try to tell her things aren't as bad as she thinks, but she's determined to see the worst.

Which is hilarious being I'm a crazy Conspiracy Theorist who usually thinks the worst of this world.

Anyways, as morbid as the things I read or see get, I also bounce back very quickly and am rarely sad for too long.

I do wonder if I should mention Anti-depressants to her?  Will she take it as an insult?  Will they help or make her crazy or more sad?

I have always been fine even when sad things happened because I rarely have issues with my serotonin or dopamine levels...But I do sometimes worry that what if one day I hit a glitch???

Imagine knowing you're sad because of a hormone imbalance, but not being able to fix it?

And being old, and doctors trying to talk you out of things that would help, but instead trying to give you meds that make you a numb zombie?

I saw it many many many times in the prisons.

That be fucked up, because you're still depressed.

Now that be scary!

I'll slightly mention something, but not going to press, lady is very stubborn...But it is sad to see since she has no family here, they're all in Austria.