So obviously over the years in my rants I have called people NPCs.

As having no soul, ability to see patterns or think for themselves...But I naturally assumed it was due to lack of intelligence or conditioning to never question things.

But as I was listening to some podcast by some Psych Doc he explained that about 50% of Americans DON'T HAVE INNER DIALOGUE.

Which suddenly clicked why some idiots do shit like they don't understand the consequences of their actions.

But it's also SCARY BECAUSE  MEANS THEY HAVE NO CONCIENCE.

I actually think it's genetically inbred in some races due to their low IQ.

The lower the intelligence the less self reflection...To the point some have NONE.

Which means...Quite a few of us are full or partly sociopath or psychopath.

I myself was conditioned by working in the Prison System and have become institutionalized... During emergencies it clicks in for me and I do shit on autopilot.

Afterwards, I don't feel I did it, it's like I was watching someone else doing it.

All my violent incidents in the prison were like that...I literally told my body to do things like my mind, brain and body were 3 different parts of me.

It's the weirdest thing as time just slows down to milliseconds of plan of attack, thought and movement.

Think the fight scene in Sherlock Holmes with Robert Downey Jr.

Of course society tells you that if you think to yourself that it's wrong or crazy... It's not.

It's a Fail Safe.

It's your CONCIENCE trying to warn you, it's your instinct telling you something.

If you don't have that at all?

Then to me you're less than an animal because it means you have no soul.

Sounds mean and cruel, but we all know people like that.

No self awareness.

I may do some sociopath shit now and then, but I KNOW why I'm doing it.