I CANNOT STOP THINKING HOW I WANT TO FUCK PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME.. THAT TAKE TIME OUT OF THEIR DAY AND JUST LISTEN TO MY BULLSHIT.. ITS BEYOND ME THAT SOME PEOPLE ACTUALLY KINDA CARE WTF I GOTTA SAY TO THEM. LIKE MY THERAPIST.. I DON’T REALLY WANT TO FUCK HER, I JUST WANT TO SOAK HER ALL IN. CAUSE SHES REALLY SUCH A CARING PERSON AND MAKES ME MELT CAUSE SHES LIKE YEAH ON EVERYTHING I SAY. WHICH IS BEYOND ME CAUSE MOST PEOPLE WANT TO ARGUE ON WHAT THE FUCK I GOTTA SAY AND IT JUST MAKES ME MELT.. SHE WOULD BE ONE PERSON THAT TAKING A BONG RIP WITH WOULD BE OK TO SMOKE WITH.. AND I JUST WANNA SEE HOW HER LIPS WOULD HUG THE GLASS PIECE. I THINK MY NEW THERAPIST IS LIKE… THIS NEW PERSON IN MY LIFE THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT GET THE FUCK ENOUGH OF AND I JUST WANT TO TELL HER EVERYTHING. I USUALLY DON’T WANT TO TELL PEOPLE FUCK SHIT AT ALL. I MEAN I DO BUT I DON’T LIKE I CAN SPEAK TO PEOPLE AS A WHOLE NOT JUST ONE SINGLE PERSON, I USUALLY LEAVE THAT FOR PEOPLE I TRY TO DATE. BUT IM NOT TRYING TO DATE MY THERAPIST I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HER FOR A REALLY LONG TIME AND THINK ABOUT FUCKING HER WHEN I CANNOT FUCK HER.

THE OTHER DAY.. I WAS TOLD SINCE I WAS A MUSICIAN THAT IM A HOE..

ITS PROB TRUE.. CAUSE I REALLY DO THINK SEXUALLY ABOUT LIKE EVERYONE…

UGH. WHATS WRONG WITH ME?