Pretty busy week right now with everyone at my work getting ready to get slaughtered (including myself) for the thanksgiveing and x-mas holidays. Has been a pretty ok last few days with family up from out of state and getting to spend time with them. My cousin stopped by to see my condo tonight and we got to talk about some stuff that had consistently been on my mind,I got a few good perspectives on what went wrong in my previous relationship. As if on cue while watching some live music on youtube,a video of my ex-girlfriend drumming at an outdoor music fest with one of her bands popped up randomly (maybe the band i was serching for had a similer name to one of the one's she's currently in ???) Kind of got that "All tensed up,emotional-feelings comming back-but-i don't know-wtf-to do with it." Major feeling in my gut. Unwelcome feelings for sure but they probably needed to happen. (name of this post is the name of the song that was playing) Looking forward to when the holiday season has come and gone....: (