So just got back from work,and I've been thinking about my past relationship and all these little details have been hitting me that I didn't notice,Like: "She would always ___ when I ___" or vice versa. I realized I tried SO hard to stop arguments from growing and becoming serious problems right as they started that I wore myself out as did she. She has major anxity so that made things difficult as well. She mentioned that I never listened to her and always shut her out,do maybe that's something for me to work on. So in the end we both got upset and cried and hugged it out so yeah...learning experience for sure. The GOOD news is that I really had time to think it over and im fairly happy now with the choice i made. I know how much i really ment to her truely and dearly,but maybe we both will find someone else,or we may become a couple again....? Only time will tell...