Somehow I banged out a paper: 5.5 pages single-spaced at >3000 words. And turned it in a day early.  Now I wait for the grade I receive from my peer. I can't say that I like the idea ; all it takes is one over-zealous goody two shoes classmate giving a crappy grade. Stoopid. Whatever, it's done.  I turned in my certification application last week, which hopefully will be a shoe in. If accepted, my summer is in the toilet while I work on national certification. But, hey, it's...

Home from work with some variation of the flu in spite of having gotten work-mandated flu shot. It wasn't all the sick patients that got me, but my own kid with her special blend of germs that has me running to the bathroom in the middle of the night several times. Peeling my mucus-smeared, bleary-eyed face from the pillow this morning as my kids screamed their heads off had me wishing I'd gone the childless route of Seth Rogen. On top of which, I had to pay for rent this month ($1600) and...

So Elon Musk just threw a sieg heil at Trump's inauguration.  In perfect form.  How is this allowed??? How dare he bring hateful ideology to a ceremony of democracy.  If this is the New United States, then...

Sometimes it is worth to look back onto the worst days you ever had, in order to love yourself a little more As I was just sitting down in my art studio to work on my current cosplay project, I realised that last year this day at this exact time was probably the worst I had experienced in that year.I was emotionally in a very dark place back then. Severely depressed, feeling uncertain, lost, alone, without perspective and just utterly hopeless. And the one thing that was supposed to cheer me...

Im tired of people saying that "NATO is a defensive alliance" And just repeating what CNN told them  I have researched it, AND No where in the NATO doctrine does it say NATO countries can't attack countries not attacking them,It also has nothing about what if a NATO member is attacked back by a country that its attackingother then article 5, Which means everyone is meant to come to their defense even if they started it! READ IT IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME!The US and other NATO nations have...

I hate moving. It is tedious and time-consuming.  Cardboard boxes, debris, and children are all over the damn place. Tripping on random toys, I'm half tempted to pay someone to do it for me; but it tacks on additional two grand to moving costs. As it is, moving four hours away is going to cost me more than what I make in a month. Who needs it. Good idea purge it all away. And I'm tired. Drove my sig other to urgent care because his sciatica flared up. Slapped a lidocaine patch on...

If there were any doubt whether a more intelligent entity controls our fates, the fabric of our existence, each thread and very particle, a master seamster deciding how it should all unfold, a series of events made it abundantly clear where our next steps would take us.  Not coincidence. Ghesmat. In English, they call this Kismet, which roughly translates to fate or something meant to be. I cannot ignore that so many events unrolled one after the other, bringing to sharp focus the plan...

Just bought one of these to fight my mortal enemies...The Mosquitos. Went into my yard to ZAP one annnnnnnnd? I don't know if I got the Military Grade One or one made for the Punisher, but that shit popped that mosquito with FORCE! I jumped when it zapped him because it was loud and strong. I am so fucking getting that salt shotgun when I get a chance. And no I'm not 7 years old.

The stability was nice while it lasted. We were in stasis and did not even realize our good fortune. The disruption to our stability to which I refer is having to move because our landlord hints that he wants to sell the property that we are renting; although he has not outright told us to vacate, he has sent a real estate broker a couple of times to complete appraisals of the property and repair costs. He does not commit to either selling or offering a new lease to sign, and this is creating...

Whispers  like peels  from the other side unfurl ethereal fog. Whispers, deceptive crush of white  noise, obfuscate  and the forks abound in the muffling darkness. Alone to atone, clawing through the madness  of this Sisyphean life and all is all  but fucked. Whispers  fall and lie, an accumulation  of crushed potentials,  and I sigh  and I sigh and I sigh,  forlorn corpse venting trapped gases and regrets.  

As I went outside last night in my garden to let my dog pee...I walked out 2 steps and suddenly felt like 3-4 bites. I mean not even a full second out the door. I was shocked and thought I was having an allergic reaction, so went back in and popped some benadryl and put cream on just in case it was dry skin. Within a minute of being out there, I felt like a pin cushion, but had no welts, bite marks or seen any mosquitos. Today did the same, but with light and I felt a bite, looked down and...

Lil Old Lady died I believe on Friday morning...By Saturday they were there taking care of the house and items. Wake was on Monday, family sat outside fighting over the house...AT THE FUCKING WAKE. Lady was 93, so all her 6-7 children were in their late 60's and early 70's...All appear to be Greedy Pieces of Shit. Too bad the Lady was lovely and will be missed.

So was drinking my coffee and I started thinking about when I went down the rabbit hole of UFO's, Ghosts, Illuminati, Big Brother, God/devil, Parrllel Worlds or Dimensions etc. Weather Manipulation, Poisoning our food/water/meds/air and even our frequencies etc etc. Of course it sounds like the Ramblings of that uncle who did too much of the Brown Acid while watching "Faces of Death: Parts 1-5." I am NOT pretending it sounds sane or correct. I mean why would you believe some Semi-Racist,...

My favorite Documentary director died of cancer...Morgan Spurlock. He was invoved in so many great projects even " The Professional" with Natalie Portman. He was 4 months older than me and unlike the perception that he ate fast food all the time since that was his big hit, he actually was a very healthy eater and a gym rat...Although a heavy drinker. He was involved in the film industry and worked out of NYC so not to say that the Vax caused his death, but if you weren't vaxxed you weren't...

Got a new puppy to keep my Old Chihuahua company...My Lola has ruled the house like an Iron Queen and it's still happening. I was changing my sheets and was kicking out my pup to do it, because you ever try to make a bed when you have a puppy or kitten in the room?  Tis MADNESS I say! Anyways, said "Baby you have to go out so I can make the bed." She then looked at Lola who basically did the royal dog version of: "You may do what he asks of you." THEN the pupy left. I was like:...