Seeking Strange Creative Creepy Humans
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People ask me, "Hebrew, how do you come up with so many zingers? My mind is a raging torrent. Cascading through a waterfall of creative alternatives. Translation, a bullshit artist!" Came in handy during the latter days of the Cold War.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGjZaiOPnAA

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I think I'm starting to have a creative burnout due to regular burnout...

Somehow my latest "Just-for-fun" cosplay project that I just did for the sake of fun not for an upcoming convention or contest has become my "Frustration-Project". And that sucks!
The wig I'm styling for it is not making any progress and I have been working on and off on it for 2 Months...I never worked on such a complex wig re-styling with constructing a detachable Ponytail before, so I expected it to take longer... But whats frustratiing is that I dont't get to, or can't motivate myself to work on it for more than one hour per week on average. Which is really frustrating!
I really want to finis it to start on other things...I know if I just put it aside for other things I will never pick it up again to finish it.
I don't want it to end up on the unfinished project graveyard... =(

Not sure it will be a good idea to be using a device with a speeding up and down needle after I already had a shit day with everything going wrong and collecting at least 3 new bruises.... But that will sureley not keep me from trying :D
I really need to do something creative and productive to cheer me up again...

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I am bummed, depressed, haven't been feeling well for quite some time, and I am blank as a fart when it has been dealing with my creative endeavors. I have been under lots of stress, putting up with all the bulls**t from others and living in this sewer trap of a rural town, as I despise the surrounding counties and want out of this state and area so badly.
I fear my life is over. I'm 47 and will be 50 in three years as I wept a few times over that. I have a degree that I feel I cannot make use of, I want this other degree, and I feel I do not get the kind of support I need financially, and I feel I have been kind of neglected emotionally and mentally lately.
It is hard for me to talk about things as it is, and it seems when I attempt to vent or express my troublesome feelings and such...no one is to reply back or I do not get any replies. But it seems there are some people who want me to stop and drop everything for them when they need an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on, but when I have these same needs and such I get blown off like a fart in the wind, no one replies back, and I'm left feeling stupid, hurt, and having this belief that noone really cares how I feel, what I want, or that lending me their ear or shoulder Is a burden to them when I need someone.
It's a very lonely world. And I feel like I have no answers or know what the next step is.
Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest. This is the only site I feel free to do so.

https://youtu.be/zJASJRRakew?si=ohtngSMneyy8U5NH

This song is one of my favorites of all time. I love the anger and the lyrics are harsh. Creative and describing a being that just wants to destroy everything and has no remorse for anything at all. I think this might have been reznor talking about how he felt about God. I know he used to despise god....He now believes in god and worships him which is great......his dark music was definitely his best though.

Creative laundry day!