Nightmares are really weird sometimes.. 2 in one night. I haaaaaaate when this happens.

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And you guys thought Schlagermusik was embarrasing. :D
Finland has it's own version of weird music also. :D :D :D :D :D

Ever had sour marshmallows? Theyre weird. They taste good, but texture-wise they're more marsh than mallow, if that makes sense. Still an interesting idea.

Being at work earlier than I should be feels weird.
Thank you, people from Germany for cutting my vacation short...

Punk Show coming up at the Flying V Music Hall,been a bit since I've been to a show so looking forward to this,got a few co-workers going as well,Tried a Spell on my neighbor we'll see if it stops his behavior of breaking noise curfew and freaks him out a good bit. Got some weird person who doesn't park there cat in the garage it just sits there between the Units and gets snowed and iced upon,kinda waiting for something to happen to the vehicle...

A little spooky Christmas music weirdos like us can enjoy

https://youtu.be/gJztkDaURJY?si=Sj2c2aq9R-FbaSuW

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Today really was a Terrible day. Not only did I work longer than it is legal (again). I also wasn't very focussed and did a lot of mistakes in my lab work...I don't think a blanket and c-drama will fix this day..-

I really need to dump & vent some emotions rn...humor me...
The fact that I am still very moody and don't really feel like talking to people one on one kinda contriubted to this day being shitty as lab work forces me to interact with my colleauges more than documentation. and I really don't feel like talking lately.
It's probably hard to get....While I do have a lot of things troubling me and I do need to get them off my chest, I dont have the energy nor the desire to open a 1 on 1 converstaion about it, and even less desire to talk about the world and smalltalk.
It's not like there are no people I could go to if I needed talking. There are. And I know I can go to them anytime. I just don't want to. Bc I don't want to have any interactive converstaions at the moment, if not necessary. Then I'd rahter passively dump it somewhere like here and get if off my chest. It is often not about wanting advice or needing re-assurance. It is mostly just wanting it out...
Just posting it in an anyways dead place gives me the freedom to decide on my own if and when I get advice or others opinion on it. If I need to I'll read comments, If I dont wan't to I just don't.
Is that weird??
I think I am like this because I have always been the Listeing and giving advice friend and not the sharing and wanting advice one.
I'm just used to being that way and found my ways to vent emotions...

My social network: 'Things cannot be weirder. Relax.'
Me:

So I'm gonna be doing +2 hours overtime today thanks to everyone from fucking Europe deciding to show up in Cork and having weird technical problems, for some weird fucking reason. Tis the season to be jolly, am I right?
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.