Went to the store, took a short cut and walked up on one of my dogs, my Collie Looking Alpha Male named "Oso" at his SECOND FAMILY'S HOME. I was "Is that my dog?" While he looked shocked and came up on me all shy with his "Hey you!  I was just thinking of you. What am I doing here?  Oh just resting obviouslyt waiting for you!" LIES! That fucker over there looking handsome, getting treats and cuddles. No wonder he's always the last one into the house before I shut the gate at...

In about a month, the interior of my little house will be done, floor, paint, electrical, plumbing etc. I think it's going to look good...These are traditional tiles made out of oven harden clay, like they used for hundreds if not thousands of years. Meaning when I'm long gone and buried, these tiles will still be here, a wax polish away from looking new. I know quite a few people assume all I do is eat, drink, write paranoid racist blogs and argue with my Chihuahuas. And that's actually 100%...

Once upon a time, goths found each other in dimly lit clubs, record stores, and underground zines. Today, those same souls are gathering in a new kind of dark cathedral — the internet. While the venues may have changed, the essence remains: connection through shared darkness, music, and creativity. Welcome to the online goth revival, where platforms like HeyFreaks are helping the community not only survive, but thrive. 🕸️ From Nightclubs to Newsfeeds Goth has always been about...

I was always fascinated by stone cabins, walls, floors etc. When I bought waaaaaay down here on the Yucatan Peninsula, by pure luck turns out they have this specific type of rock that is abundant, cheap, easily cut and shaped. My guys are like Mayan Dwarves from "Señor de los Anillos" (Lord of the Rings)...Duh. 😐 Here's the Guest Room Wall...I think she looks beautiful. Their ability to cut and shape rock with just chisel and mallet at a high pace is AMAZING. Real life Stone Masons, a...

But it's okay as I figured it would being my girl is like 3100 miles away. All my friends are up North, there's no real parties down here and I didn't even try to get a costume this year. But I said "Fuck it" made the best of it. So started looking for good Horror Movies on Prime and Netflix and TBH? I either already saw the good ones or the ones left look terrrrrrrible. So peeked at Hulu and they offered Hulu/HBO/Disney/ESPN for $30/month! That's CRAZY being that used to be $60-$70 before....

That the App Sign for Hey Freaks has what appears to be a standing guy WITH A HAT, who appears to have an erection. Am I supposed to believe that was an accident??? Just like the naked guy with an erection on Camel cigarettes? No you can't look at my Search History! It's of National Importance! Bucko!

We all assume A.I. is being created as we speak. That scientists are somehow making the Artificial Brain and somehow boosting it with more data and that's why it's getting smarter. Truth is all A.I. scientists admit they really have no actual idea how the thought process actually works within A.I. It's not just a set of patterns, that a computer can add or subtract to get the answer, when the question is multifauceted. They call it "The Black A.I. Box" where data and questions go in and...

People with long complicated coffee orders? No...Which is why I only order my coffee like I like my Supreme Court Justices. Black and bitter...With a deep hate of the Canadians... Especially the French Quebecois...Poutine this Frenchies! (Does NOT point at penis cus Noodles is classy a.f.) Is it UK Prime Minister Kier Stamer, French President Macron, German Chancellor Freich Merz, Ukraine President Zelensky? No...I don't hate extremely gay men who may have or not married a transexual teacher...

Took a few weeks off to reset...Found myself getting angry over things I had no control of worldwide. Ridiculous things like policies, laws or agendas...Like my opinion mattered or even made a difference. Don't mean it in a self depreciating manner...Just really what does getting mad about delivery of weapon systems to Ukraine even matter or demanding the school districts ban men from women's sports etc? I mean if the parents and girls won't stop participating with organizations that allow...

blessings

Sprightly spiritz are waltzing in the shadows of the Apocalypse...

https://vampyrian616.bandcamp.com/album/mother-ep    (I wrote this after finding out my mom got cancer) LYRICS: As I sit here; hours passing by...I will never forget you...If today you die...you are always here for me...soon it will not be anymore...I will always cry for you...Once they shut the coffin door... Part2 Mother I know you never understood...The life I lived; I often wish you could...Mother forgive me...I never could get by...I never could understand...why you...

Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...   All you see around you is memories of nothingess...   Its a dying world and I keep returning to it...   You never want to remember there is nothing in this place for you...   Its a lonely world When your disconnected from everyone & everything...   When it all dies, everything lies, and it all eventually goes away...   Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...   Even in a...

Love is an illusion… bringing mostly pain… When it's never returned and there are only tears in this rain… For why must I always love the wrong ones wearing my heart on my sleeve to be torn toshreds… When nothing heals me… even my chemical meds… Never what is out there legally… or my THC… When love destroys me… I only have it & the other me… For no one can save you but yourselves...