When you wear a cute as hell outfit at work but listen ro the hardes Industrial goth Club shit while working because coffee doesn't cut it and you need the energy to get through the rest of this week somehow.

I know that lately I don't really post anything else than music....But listening and discovering unknown bands or deep diving into my old music library is the only thing that I can do while going about my busy days. Lately there is not much time or energy left for other hobbies....
with that... here is what sweetened my evening today while i was driving my brother around...
https://youtu.be/GSz51onJTM8

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Let’s turn up the energy and explore the world
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Today really was a Terrible day. Not only did I work longer than it is legal (again). I also wasn't very focussed and did a lot of mistakes in my lab work...I don't think a blanket and c-drama will fix this day..-

I really need to dump & vent some emotions rn...humor me...
The fact that I am still very moody and don't really feel like talking to people one on one kinda contriubted to this day being shitty as lab work forces me to interact with my colleauges more than documentation. and I really don't feel like talking lately.
It's probably hard to get....While I do have a lot of things troubling me and I do need to get them off my chest, I dont have the energy nor the desire to open a 1 on 1 converstaion about it, and even less desire to talk about the world and smalltalk.
It's not like there are no people I could go to if I needed talking. There are. And I know I can go to them anytime. I just don't want to. Bc I don't want to have any interactive converstaions at the moment, if not necessary. Then I'd rahter passively dump it somewhere like here and get if off my chest. It is often not about wanting advice or needing re-assurance. It is mostly just wanting it out...
Just posting it in an anyways dead place gives me the freedom to decide on my own if and when I get advice or others opinion on it. If I need to I'll read comments, If I dont wan't to I just don't.
Is that weird??
I think I am like this because I have always been the Listeing and giving advice friend and not the sharing and wanting advice one.
I'm just used to being that way and found my ways to vent emotions...

Watching a reaction video of this. Gen Alpha chick asks if they took a shot of energy drink before recording this. Yes, they did. We called it cocaine!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDfAdHBtK_Q&ab_channel=TheWhoVEVO

Word is the average Gen Z person has the same level of anxiety and neurotic behavior of an institutionalized mental health patient in the 1950s. Instead of using this dysfunctional energy for creativity, they'd rather cry and complain about it. Therein lies the difference.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwWVE84OEIA

Real Question?

How correct or incorrect do you think I am about a total Western Society Collapse due to the Vax, Revolt, Hunger, Fuel, Energy, Economic Collapse?

Make it a Starbucks Double Shot Coffee Energy Drink and you're on!

Im SO glad that tomorrow is a holiday over here...
Worked waay too much this week. Im so tired, its only 10 pm and I'm about to fall over and pass out...
I just hope I will not waste the free day on sleeping lately I wasted a lot of saturdays on Hypersomnia. Burn all my energy in the week and then pass out for 15-20hrs on a saturday has become somewhat normal...