I forced myself to work at least 1h every day on that blasted wig and I'm finally making progress in re-arranging all the wefts. I'st starting to be fun again...Soon I' can get to the fun Styling part =) My Plan is to have at least the weft sweing part finished by the end of this year. And since I leave for home on sunday, I have to finish that part this week! Also I found the perfect fabric for the missing cape of this cosplay today!

Yaaayy! I'm pretty again when I smile lika a lunatic
I found a dentist who was willing to fix me tooth without appointment and he was quite skillful too! Reconstructed my tooth permanently so don't need to get a dental crown!!! Think I found my new go to dentist in town!
I know I was probably very dramatic about the whole thing....I just struggle a lot with body dismorphia and my teeth are something about me that I actually find OK, if not even pretty. So having a very visible tooth broken apart (again!) made me feel really ashamed to talk without covering my face. Also it gives a terrible lisp and I was bullied for having a slight lisp as a kid so this was anoter hit on the insecurity bingo card for me...
I'm just very particular about my teeth ok?
After all I'm short I need them to bite y'alls ankles when you piss me off :D:D:D

The fact that I am the only German speaking person in our offices in Cork pains me. Now all Germany constantly keeps contacting me for their technical issues. :D :D

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Anyone else hating quarter ends?
I surely do. The office is slowly getting packed again and I haven't managed to get my coffee yet because the coffee machines aren't running. Pretty sure I'm gonna murder someone if they don't fix the damn coffee machine soon. :^)

I could cry!! Life really knows how to piss on me and not even sell it to me as rain...
I just broke a front tooth (again) and the broken piece got lost this time... let's hope I find a dentist tomorrow who can fix it for the holidays until I can get a dental crown...
I just wanted a week of peace before the holidays and this is the second shit that happened to me within the first two days of my vacation...

I think I'm starting to have a creative burnout due to regular burnout...

Somehow my latest "Just-for-fun" cosplay project that I just did for the sake of fun not for an upcoming convention or contest has become my "Frustration-Project". And that sucks!
The wig I'm styling for it is not making any progress and I have been working on and off on it for 2 Months...I never worked on such a complex wig re-styling with constructing a detachable Ponytail before, so I expected it to take longer... But whats frustratiing is that I dont't get to, or can't motivate myself to work on it for more than one hour per week on average. Which is really frustrating!
I really want to finis it to start on other things...I know if I just put it aside for other things I will never pick it up again to finish it.
I don't want it to end up on the unfinished project graveyard... =(

I miss Consumed by Darkness. This is for you, and may your overlord allow you to post with me again!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrkHcTPbpZY

CristallDarcy I see your freedom and raise you some free speech. Mind you, these blokes are superstitious but play a mean guitar. Praise Santa.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvIS9029wzw

Survived probably one of the busiest shifts iv'e had in a long time today. its all cold and snowy now so its bringing everyone out in droves, fingers hurt from alot of guitar practice last night so have to rest before tomorrow's practice. hoping to get more patches on the jacket and vest when i can,had some VERY interesting interactions with a few customers outside of work ,some "i'm going to try and be goth to try and fit in but im really not" girl didn't speak to me when i was talking with her and her mom i bet because she think's she's high class or something and better than me,yep....also some girl approached me after i left in the snow covered parking lot a few nights ago (by yelling at me lol) we shook hands and i introduced myself, could possibly be another relationship after idk HOW many years ? We'll see...not going to expect anything though, would be nice to not be alone again during this winter.