So i officialy decided today,that...yeah...im giveing up on love.

i made a promise to myself that i dont want to be in my 40's and have a girlfriend,so i decided to be alone forever,im turning 35 tommarrow so this i probably the best time to make the choice. i deal with alot of stuff everyday,have severe back issues and a permenently screwed up spine that is see a great chyropractor for,im tired of looking and i observe alot of relationship stuff at my job. So yeah,its majorly depressing but it's a must...have to see if the future changes that...