Hello.
It's nice to have housing. I always imagined having a very small apartment, living on my own, by the time I reached 20. My birthday is in July, so I'll be turning 21 this year. While I don't have an apartment, I do live with another family (as part of a program.) One if the rules here, is to not keep any bedroom doors open while sleeping. I think it's a bit strange, but it means that I have to keep the cats out for the night. They can come in while I'm awake. I didn't have the heart to kick him out, so I could sleep. He looked too comfy. (He's out now, sadly.)

I never felt as if I really belonged anywhere, except with my biological dad and granny. Sadly, only my dad is left out of the two. My dad has a car now, instead of a tent, and we're good emotional support for each other. There's not much I can do, since I'm looking for housing myself, but I enjoy having phone calls with him. I probably shouldn't be saying this online, but I doubt any of you would remember this 5 months from now (unless it stuck with you.) A reason I joined Gothwire/Hey Freaks is because I had an interest in 1. The music, and 2. The attitude/outlook on life. I don't know if any of you believe in "manifestation," but I'm trying it out, to at least have something to keep me distracted from life.

Hey. I don't really post here much, since that's what Facebook is for. But, then again, I don't post very often on FB, either. I'm just hoping that you guys are having a good night, or morning/evening, depending where you are. Just making some pumpkin pie tonight, from real pumpkin. I'm going to puree it, and add all the filling ingredients, etc. Hope it goes well

It's only a synthetic wig, but I'm happy with it. I have Trichotillomania (TTM for short,) so I've been struggling with my hair and eyelashes for 10 years now. Finally happy I can be comfortable in my own skin

Sorry for the weird picture; I didn't have much else... But, my bed and I are best friends. I wish I could sleep more often.

Having a fire tonight. Listening to music on shuffle; Lebanon Hanover is playing.

Good Song
https://open.spotify.com/track/7Db8HNaKq4JRJPIMQSY9EU?si=2777c4423ba044d4

I'm not sure how any of you would define Goth, whether it be the music (where I believe it originated, correct me if I'm wrong), fashion or attitude. I don't look the part, but I like the music. I often listen to Lebanon Hanover, She Past Away and sometimes I'll listen to Siouxsie. It's tough sometimes, living in a small town. A very religious town at that. No one else knows of the music genres I like... Not even the roommates I'm trapped with. My only escape is music, chatting with you friendly folk and playing Elden Ring.