Since I drank...Maybe 4 months? But was feeling like a whiskey...So had a gummy and (2) chilled shots and I feel just like Eric Clapton in that song. No not "Cocaine" about his addiction, "Layla" about his stalkerish love for George Harrison's Wife or that song he wrote when his son fell off the 53rd floor of that building. >=( I meant "Wonderful Tonight." Anyways, God bless the Irish for making Whiskey!  (And Pale skinned, dark haired women with terrible tempers, but great asses) I'm...

So mass shooting in one of my old cities last night...Stockton Ca. 19 shot, 4 dead at a Birthday Party...Usual Ghetto Issues in a Ghetto City...Imagine Detroit, but with Hispanics and a ton of Hmongs and Cambodians. So I start trying to get info. WHO? WHAT? WHERE? WHY? HOW? I understand sometimes you don't have all the info because it's too soon, but names, pics or something. Instead EVERY story in the US had vague pics, vague facts and a very vague story...That's AP, Reuters, (LOCAL) CBS,...

Got news last night that a very sweet friend of mine died yesterday...41 years old. Healthy till after her first Covid Vaccine booster...Then BAM! Ovarian Turbo Cancer. Some say that the vax doesn't cause cancers and diseases and I say: "Okay" I'm sad for my friend, but at least she's not suffering anymore. Oh well...Nothing I can do about it, but say a lil prayer for her. No use worrying, because to be honest, whatever was done is already done. It's like we all went in at the Vaccine...

Got all excited since I hadn't seen a good horror movie in awhile, but saw HBO had "Sinners." Movie of two black gangster brothers opening a club in the South and getting attacked by vampires. The previews looked great! Started watching annnnnnnnnd it had character developement annnnnnnnnd it had some more character development annnnnnnnd it had even some more character develpoment. It was like some sort of A.I DEI Grok had wrote the script which had: A.  Hard Black Gangsters with hearts...

Goth fashion isn’t just black clothes and eyeliner — it’s a living, breathing form of art that changes with every generation. From the candlelit elegance of Romantic Goth to the neon pulse of Cyber Goth, every substyle tells a story about identity, rebellion, and finding beauty in the shadows. Whether you’re stepping into the scene or refining your look, this guide breaks down the key goth fashion styles you’ll see in 2025. 🖤 Romantic Goth Think Victorian...

https://radiationprotection.se/our-research/sharp-increase-in-memory-problems-among-children-in-sweden-and-norway/ Summary of the Study:  Sweden and Norway tested to see how much MEMORY LOSS and COGNITIVE DAMAGE there is in kids ages 5-19 since the main introduction of the internet ANNNNNNNNND 4G and 5G. Soon as 4G was introduced in late 2009 the spike shot up...From almost ZERO to many many many times more than before...Take what you want from that. If you believe then be careful of...

Years ago I was really into Silver, but I knew it was heavily supressed, so I stopped buying it, since every time it started going up, they would use Paper ETFs (IOUs) to stifle it. Basically when it went up and you'd say: "Okay give me my 100 ounces of Silver you owe me." They'd reply:  "It's on back order how about we give you 120 ounces now, but on paper?" You'd be all giddy because you got 20% for nothing and would soon cash out that IOU. But notice the Silver NEVER got...

Woke up this morning all fresh and chipper...But something felt off. Then like a soft whisper I basically heard/felt a "Check your Bank Account." I wasn't too worried because I didn't have much in there, but I did anyways. Someone had somehow gone in and wiped my account down to $9 with a fraudulant charge...Which was 100% my fault because I have automatic payment and I hadn't been checking the statements. So made some calls, waited 35 minutes on one call and 15 on the other, I guess it must...

So last night while washing dishes I saw my lil dog staring at something on the kitchen floor. I glanced and it was this big ass scorpian coming all quick with it's stinger out at me! I screamed in a high pitch, japanese school girl MANLY voice...Shut up!  I said MANLY!  >=( NO! I didn't slightly pee on myself and have to shower afterwards in shame and silence! ("That much"-Murmured softly) Anyways, I yelled "Fuck!" and stomped it...But that exoskeleton is no joke! I grabbed...

Actually, it's already happening. During the Roaring 20's money flowed...Alcohol, boats, cars, dining out, unneccesary large homes, drugs, sex parties etc etc etc. Everyone was FAKE rich on credit. Everyone pretending to be something they weren't...Like today on any Social Media. Then Black Friday happened. The rich suddenly became poor and hadn't saved shit...Many REFUSED to survive with less. Everyone hoarded, so buisnesses closed and that only caused more panic and unemployment. That's...

Woke up this morning all groggy and felt my neck allllllllllllll stiff. No!  Just my neck! Anyways, I turned it sideways and just gave it a twist push, wasn't even expecting it to pop and then? It CRACKED! Like CRACKED so deep and loud it scared me awake! It felt like the blood rushed in and I even got a lil dizzy because it felt so good. It was like getting a hit of endorphines instantly due to the relief. Sooooooo that's a great way to wake up is all I'm saying.  

So recently stopped thinking about Population Collapse...I had seen the 2024 data that Populations that had dipped like in Japan and Italy were improving a little bit, so figured things were on the up and up and I was probably wrong. Anything under 2.1 births can crash a country in 2 generations...So I was "I guess we dodged a bullet!" since quite a few were showing a range of 2.1-2.5. Turns out the data was based on UN Numbers. Okay, for some dumb ass reason I assumed they were giving good...

So I had a GREAT partner before I retired. This crazy Vietnamese partner that was down for the cause. He was a Big Boy even though he was Vietnamese at 240lbs+, so we made a great team...He would naturally follow my lead and was quick with his heavy hands when it got spooky with inmates. But his female options were slim since he was fat and Asian...Let's keep it real, only Asian Women tend to date Asian Men...It's just that way in Northern Cali, I don't make the rules. Anyways, he ended up...

For years,I tried to be be Hardcore Stoic. Come the storm, I'd stand like a statue against the thunder and lightning...But I couldn't control my emotions so that was bullshit. In 2021, I almost died, I survived, regrouped and begin trying to implement it in my life...Still I would get mad, sad or feel guilty more often than not. Finally, I get to Yucatan and having more time to wonder and ponder it all seemed to click better. Because we all KNOW how we're supposed to behave in the face of...

Was skimming through videos to watch while cleaning and saw a video of some 40 year old, who looked older, white dude, gaunt and gave off an aura of sadness. He was basically putting his cards on the table about how he had spent his teens and 20's and 30's fucking around...Trying to be edgy by going to edgy places. (Sweat slowly starts to build on Noodle's forehead) Doing stupid shit to impress or allow him to feel like the person he said he was. (Slow trickle of sweat slowly falls from his...