Of course, it was only a matter of time before spiders started appearing in my apartment as the temperatures got warmer...
With my arachnophobia, it really sucks, especially as it's currently exactly the type of spider I react most severely to... And instead of me managing to catch them with the greatest of gritted teeth, they jump away and hide in my clothes in the closet in my bedroom...
Now I'm sitting barricaded on my sofa, "can't" go to sleep and facing the hardest phobia program (heavy breathing to itching all over my body).
It's going to be a really great night and I know that the weekend is completely ruined because of it...
Why do I have to have this severe extreme phobia? Can't it somehow be gentler and "better distributed"?

Drinks from last night: strong.
Hangover: none.

It look so glorious
but at what price...I'm pretty sure the infamous Horst Lichter will come to get me tonight As I committed a crime. The picture I found was not just a fancy looking mediocre frame with a cheap 80's print inside. It is a professionally framed lithography, I think. That was probably made only in a limited amount and there was a 89,- written in pencil on the back presumably the price. The frame also seems Handmade and probably cost about the same (Yes I watched way too much "Bares für Rares" to know this).
And what did I do? I put a 5€ poster from 2009 inside.
Ofc I keep the 80's Lithography in there too, to keep it safe...

Daddy, can I go and haunt tonight? like you do on Sunday mornings.
Honey, give me a real gentle knife to feel, feel like taking a life.
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For Protection of their families they would be gone all night.
In our defending blows, they would engage the fight. FIGHT! XZanthia.com
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Haven't had whole lot of time to be on here. working like crazy past few days people REALLY freak out here and are like oh my god its snowing quick lets raid the co-op's...yeah been that busy. I guess as humans a few of us have evolved with no common sense whatsoever like my neighbor, i finally had it and went to the cops with my mom and had a great respectful conversation with an officer, i went out on my deck the night after and did a fake very loud cell phone call, acting like i was on the phone with the cops to freak out my neighbor, his dog is immensely stupid and barks literally at nothing, as i'm typing this now and his dog barked, its that dumb. he's been quiet for a bit now and i'm hoping it worked, really would suck to call them though but it might be necessary ,still want my neighbor to move out so someone of actual quality can live there...

This album sounds like midnight thoughts and misfit hearts. Cattywompus awaits.

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