When you wake up from the dumbest ass nightmare ever. Was placed in prison for having no living kids and those who became pregnant in prison were let out and Susan Sugarbaker was there from Designing Women and there was a cow in there as well. Insert stupid fat/cow joke here becuse obviously my subconscious did lol..

Hahaha Beastie Boys"" WE are havin a BALL up here tonight & :when youre Ready."

Lots of crazy stuff this week,Been spending the night at my folks place because SADLY I can't even get sleep thanks to my neighbor. Calling the Cops tommarrow and hopefully throwing the guy out for good,been putting up with this crap far too long ! On the upside got to head over to the art Institute with my mom and niece,had not been back in a bit so it was a wonderful experience as always,turned a few heads with my battle jacket and leather spiked boots per usual,saw a few like minded people there too so it food to see a variety of folks attending. Finished the evening with a great dinner,few drinks and one of the Lord Of The Rings films.

I had a terrible nightmare about being left by my significant other because I'm a disssapointment and a failure as a human being. I know it was just a dream but it still nags in my mind because it is a fear I've had for a while now and dreams about real people alwas hit me hard because I usually don't dream at all, don't remember or my dreams are very abstract things....

So real people dreams with lifelike situations always feel like a terrible foreboding...

Survived probably one of the busiest shifts iv'e had in a long time today. its all cold and snowy now so its bringing everyone out in droves, fingers hurt from alot of guitar practice last night so have to rest before tomorrow's practice. hoping to get more patches on the jacket and vest when i can,had some VERY interesting interactions with a few customers outside of work ,some "i'm going to try and be goth to try and fit in but im really not" girl didn't speak to me when i was talking with her and her mom i bet because she think's she's high class or something and better than me,yep....also some girl approached me after i left in the snow covered parking lot a few nights ago (by yelling at me lol) we shook hands and i introduced myself, could possibly be another relationship after idk HOW many years ? We'll see...not going to expect anything though, would be nice to not be alone again during this winter.

Nightwish isn't Nightwish without Tarja anymore, say what you will. However, I like this collaboration she did with Steve 'n' Seagulls <3

Picture this! Teen club 1985. Cold outside, bumpin' inside. You get tossed out in the night city streets, WWYD?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z56ecAFKn4Y

#winter
Silent Night...

#lighthouse #Dagon #Cthulhu
Our local lighthouse...
During winter & stormy nights, all the village is gathered by the seashore to honor Dagon with the sacrifice of a virgin...