I dont know really. I forgot how to rant, lol.

Fuckin... tired of politics, tired of religion, tired of running into veeeery questionable people. 

Tired of my brain and nerves being fried, but hey .... caffeine burn out is a thing, I guess. Seems to be mixing funny with my meds, and while i feel nothing - also feel heniously uncomfortable about feeling nothing. Wellll and the active grief, the corrosive black hole in my essence, that never ebs and just kinda sits firmly planted in my mind, waiting for me to slip up and once again acknowledge its indisputable existence.

Thought by thought.

Ugh.