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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC πŸ‘½πŸ’ΏπŸŽ€πŸŽΆπŸŽ΅ This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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  • XZanthia - Project 19.5 (The Unfolding) ALBUM: Catharsis
    https://youtu.be/_TnNvZ4tlUo
    XZanthia - Project 19.5 (The Unfolding) ALBUM: Catharsis https://youtu.be/_TnNvZ4tlUo
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  • Respect is not earned. It is projected
    Respect is not earned. It is projected
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  • Do you ever just do hyperfocus induced time jumps?
    When did it get to 3:30 am?!?
    Last thought at 11 pm was: "I'm just gonna do the sketch for this painting on the canvas"
    Aaaaand 4h later 50% of the painting is basically done...and I didn't even feel like painting. I intended to work on a cosplay project after getting that sketch done...
    Do you ever just do hyperfocus induced time jumps? When did it get to 3:30 am?!? πŸ€” Last thought at 11 pm was: "I'm just gonna do the sketch for this painting on the canvas" Aaaaand 4h later 50% of the painting is basically done...and I didn't even feel like painting. I intended to work on a cosplay project after getting that sketch done... πŸ˜…
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

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    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆ #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

    #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #StPeteVisualArtist
    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆ #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #StPeteVisualArtist
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  • My Art and merchandise
    FOR SALE: XZanthia.com
    MY BANDS:
    XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop)
    & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep)
    Available on all platforms!
    Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc.
    SEARCH: XZanthia XZanthia.com
    MUSIC VIDEOS:
    YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC
    TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music

    #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
    My Art and merchandise FOR SALE: XZanthia.com 🎡 MY BANDS: XZanthia Jupiter’s Thunder (Hell Pop) & XZanthia Project 19.5 (esoteric DubStep) Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 XZanthia.com MUSIC VIDEOS: YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆπŸ‘½πŸ˜ˆ #StPeteArtist #StPetersburgFLArt #FloridaArtist #TampaBayArtist #StPeteArts #StPeteCreatives #FloridaArtScene #GulfCoastArtist #StPeteLocal #StPeteMaker #StPetersburgArtist #SunshineCityArt #StPeteGallery #TampaBayCreatives #FloridaArtistsNetwork #StPeteArtLife #FLArtistCommunity #StPeteMarket #StPeteArtScene #FloridaArtLife #StPeteDesign #StPeteStyle #StPeteFineArt #stpetefl #gulfportfl #StPetersburgCreative #StPeteBoho #StPeteCollective #StPeteHandmade #stpetevisualartist
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  • #movie #movies #trailer #Trailers #ProjectHailMary #books #book #scifibooks #scifi #scififun #Space #SpaceExploration
    Read the book. It's at least interesting...
    https://youtu.be/5VYsnngkS_U
    #movie #movies #trailer #Trailers #ProjectHailMary #books #book #scifibooks #scifi #scififun #Space #SpaceExploration Read the book. It's at least interesting... https://youtu.be/5VYsnngkS_U
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  • Today at work, we discussed and agreed on the last project weeks of the quarter.
    Only 8 weeks left (with lots of potential for overtime)...
    After that, I can finally go on vacation.
    Today at work, we discussed and agreed on the last project weeks of the quarter. Only 8 weeks left (with lots of potential for overtime)... After that, I can finally go on vacation. πŸ₯΄
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  • Fatal Frame 2 / Project Zero 2
    Its name changes depending on what country you are in, Is having a remake come out early next year.
    Just thought I would let people know as this site is full of Goth and
    Emo people and horror fans in general and its a horror game so some people are sure to know what I'm talking about.
    Honestly fatal frame 2 and 3 are up their with some of my favorite games.
    The Remake is on PS5/Xbox series/PC and steam/ Nintendo switch 2
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzKpOJBwzzI
    Fatal Frame 2 / Project Zero 2 Its name changes depending on what country you are in, Is having a remake come out early next year. Just thought I would let people know as this site is full of Goth and Emo people and horror fans in general and its a horror game so some people are sure to know what I'm talking about. Honestly fatal frame 2 and 3 are up their with some of my favorite games. The Remake is on PS5/Xbox series/PC and steam/ Nintendo switch 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzKpOJBwzzI
    On Fire
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