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  • Looong post...(Sorry I just need to dump this emotion somewhere. I don't have any friends left to dump it on...)

    I think I don't enjoy spending time with my friend anymore. And this scaes me because I recently lost another good freind due to growing apart. And I don't want to lose this one too... I miss being careless just doing fun things forgetting the wories of the world for a while.

    Today was not fun at all. Nothing at all like I imagined or how we planned the day: Just 2 gilfriends doing mundane girl things like shopping going for drinks and having a good time. That was the plan.

    No, instead I spend the entire day people pleasing and enduring socializing with one of her old university friends we met, because she seemed to have a good time and I really wanted her to have a good time & fully enjoy this weekend as she has a lot of other troubles at home & I want to be her safe space/happy place.
    I tolerated not doing any of the things we had planned, just to end the day with her emotion dumping on me how shitty and disappointing the reunion with her uni freind was and how no one wants to be friends with her if they don't benefit from her in one way or another...So I was the emotional Dumpster...

    I am not meaning to blame her but she is doing the same thing to me: I am always her emotional dumpster who listends and gives advice. So she benefits from me. And all the things I want to do, the plans we made before are overthrown. By some kind of drama every time.
    Last time we saw each other was the same: It was completely ruined, all plans were overthrown because of her bf making drama and me having to be the should to cry on and fix her up for most of the day. I am sick of spending "quality time" like this. I am always the one who's getting the short end and the disappointment.

    And now I'm sitting here crying in frustration and disappointment beacue I really miss having my friend around and I want the carefree time back when we did the things we planned and had a good time: Go shopping and try on silly things for fun, go hiking and fool around in the autumn leaves, forget all troubles, laugh and just enjoy the simplest things in company of our comfort person.
    All I want is to have something like this again:
    Looong post...(Sorry I just need to dump this emotion somewhere. I don't have any friends left to dump it on...) I think I don't enjoy spending time with my friend anymore. And this scaes me because I recently lost another good freind due to growing apart. And I don't want to lose this one too... I miss being careless just doing fun things forgetting the wories of the world for a while. Today was not fun at all. Nothing at all like I imagined or how we planned the day: Just 2 gilfriends doing mundane girl things like shopping going for drinks and having a good time. That was the plan. No, instead I spend the entire day people pleasing and enduring socializing with one of her old university friends we met, because she seemed to have a good time and I really wanted her to have a good time & fully enjoy this weekend as she has a lot of other troubles at home & I want to be her safe space/happy place. I tolerated not doing any of the things we had planned, just to end the day with her emotion dumping on me how shitty and disappointing the reunion with her uni freind was and how no one wants to be friends with her if they don't benefit from her in one way or another...So I was the emotional Dumpster... I am not meaning to blame her but she is doing the same thing to me: I am always her emotional dumpster who listends and gives advice. So she benefits from me. And all the things I want to do, the plans we made before are overthrown. By some kind of drama every time. Last time we saw each other was the same: It was completely ruined, all plans were overthrown because of her bf making drama and me having to be the should to cry on and fix her up for most of the day. I am sick of spending "quality time" like this. I am always the one who's getting the short end and the disappointment. And now I'm sitting here crying in frustration and disappointment beacue I really miss having my friend around and I want the carefree time back when we did the things we planned and had a good time: Go shopping and try on silly things for fun, go hiking and fool around in the autumn leaves, forget all troubles, laugh and just enjoy the simplest things in company of our comfort person. All I want is to have something like this again:
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  • Time to numb my head with cheesy C-Drama...
    Time to numb my head with cheesy C-Drama...
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  • The fucking drama I have been involved in the past few days! And I can't even talk about it for multiple reasons! Omg it is eating at me. It's better than any soap opera. If I was a shady person this would be a multi-part tiktok series with mind blowing updated and twists! AAAAAAAAAAAAA
    The fucking drama I have been involved in the past few days! And I can't even talk about it for multiple reasons! Omg it is eating at me. It's better than any soap opera. If I was a shady person this would be a multi-part tiktok series with mind blowing updated and twists! AAAAAAAAAAAAA
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  • Since apparently my identity was stolen and made into a account to harass me on link me i rather be here where i can just be myself away from drama
    Since apparently my identity was stolen and made into a account to harass me on link me i rather be here where i can just be myself away from drama
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  • So much personal family dramas driving me insane ,want to move to the moon and erase all of my memory of them
    So much personal family dramas driving me insane ,want to move to the moon and erase all of my memory of them
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  • Comedy appeals to intellect. Drama appeals to emotion. When one refuses to laugh at our differences, you make it difficult to laugh at yourself.
    Comedy appeals to intellect. Drama appeals to emotion. When one refuses to laugh at our differences, you make it difficult to laugh at yourself.
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  • DramaQu memberikan kemudahan bagi para penggemar Korea untuk menonton berbagai judul drama favorit secara gratis dan berkualitas HD. Dengan ribuan konten yang disediakan, DramaQu menjadi solusi terbaik untuk menikmati drama Korea kapan saja dan di mana saja.
    - Website: https://dramaqu.blog/
    - Address: Jl. Babussalam 1 9, Paropo, Kec. Panakkukang, Kota Makassar, Sulawesi Selatan 90233, Indonesia
    - Email: info@dramaqu.blog
    - Phone: +62 828 4241 4236
    #dramaqu #dramaqu.blog #dramaquadrama #drama
    DramaQu memberikan kemudahan bagi para penggemar Korea untuk menonton berbagai judul drama favorit secara gratis dan berkualitas HD. Dengan ribuan konten yang disediakan, DramaQu menjadi solusi terbaik untuk menikmati drama Korea kapan saja dan di mana saja. - Website: https://dramaqu.blog/ - Address: Jl. Babussalam 1 9, Paropo, Kec. Panakkukang, Kota Makassar, Sulawesi Selatan 90233, Indonesia - Email: info@dramaqu.blog - Phone: +62 828 4241 4236 #dramaqu #dramaqu.blog #dramaquadrama #drama
    DRAMAQU.BLOG
    Dramaqu – Nonton Korea Drama Sub Indonesia
    Dramaqu adalah situs nonton drama Korea online gratis sub Indo. Ada ribuan drama Korea semua genre di sini. Situs menyediakan konten HD berkualitas tinggi
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  • I run into so many f.... idiots on a daily basis that I´m starting to side with the NWO. We´re too many. And the more we are the mathematical probability of idiots grows dramatically.
    I run into so many f.... idiots on a daily basis that I´m starting to side with the NWO. We´re too many. And the more we are the mathematical probability of idiots grows dramatically.
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  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIS7lazQeug&ab_channel=GIVEANHOOH #drama #vampires
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIS7lazQeug&ab_channel=GIVEANHOOH #drama #vampires
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  • Too bad the Gatekeeping Trolling isn't going on anymore *sighs* We need more Drama lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evpGu3eO0pY
    Too bad the Gatekeeping Trolling isn't going on anymore *sighs* We need more Drama lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evpGu3eO0pY
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