Haven't had a whole lot of free time this summer ,working, working on alot of music and working out everyday in the mornings ,family stuff, creating heavy heavy music and battle jackets. The concert i was supposed to attend ended up being a bust (see my previous post) the band who is from Maryland DROVE (didn't fly) the 13 hours to MN for the concert ,they got here around 10pm,we ll MN noise lays are 10pm so the concert got canceled and the band was literally RIGHT THERE ! to say the least im still getting over this as i take my music pretty seriously and this was going to be a show of a lifetime, instead of heading home straight away i stuck and and chatted with a few other people there and ended up staying downtown at the venue till like 1:00 in the morning just talking, made some new friends i would say, had some CRAZY dude jacked up on lots of something get in our faces while we were playing music on our phones, some dude was fighting invisible enemies while waiting for the light rail train, people screaming at each other ,the usual downtown MN for you there. overall though the night was not wasted and i'm looking forward to getting merch from the show as well as my next concert.. hopefully sooner than later.

#videogames #Retro #deusex #Halflife #GodofWar #Castlevania #portal #SuperMarioWorld #tetris
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#Cyberspace #Internet #CIA #StarWars #intelligence #espionage #404media #URL

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JD Vance : the very best way to honor the fallen is to only ask the next generation to make the ultimate sacrifice when they absolutely must. We must be cautious in sending our people to war.”

Neocons hate this.
He will be a great #48.

https://youtu.be/gPIzJRcKFoA?si=jq0HE6YegkCfprva
Loves and Head-Bangs towards Lena S. and Infected Rain!!

#Harvard #university #Belgium #Trump #PresidentTrump #princess #education #USA #policy

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I think depression has killed my spark...
Even though I am working through the things depressing me and starting to find closure. I feel like the fire within me is gone too. Snuffed to not even a spark. I'm not even looking forward to the big events that l love visiting so much. They are just there on the agenda. And I will go there because I know I will regret not going. But there is no enthusiasm about them right now. No anticipation nor excitement.
Idk if it is because I have been visiting that next upcoming event for over 10 years, or if it is because these were events I used to visit with friends but they don't come anymore...idk I just don't feel any excitement or anticipation and that's scary. Looking forward to these events used to cheer me up a lot..
I'm sorry to all the (very few) people wo love me for my bubbly enthusiasm, infectious excitement, and passionate personality...that fire is gone...

pulin copper up thrugh a womems ward adn it feels like 30 woman want me so bad even tho i am a frail little mangled redneck sumbitch pile o monkey nuts

ok butt seriosly there are fucking ghosts i am scrapign in a abandoned sike ward and i feel like i am beign watched somethin wants me so bad rn