Kanye.. I mean Ye released a new full blast TOP Chart song (not the official video cause Gov don't want you to see it) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXz38mlPjac

The worst feeling of betrayal and loneliness is realizing they didn't really mean it when they said 'always'...
They meant only when it's not too much of a burden to carry for them... And then you are left all alone almost abandoned with that darkness you were finally trying to open up on...
And that's why some people start speaking silence and live through entire tragedies in silence. Because no one bears to listen but themselves. And that's what trapps you in thst perpetual cycle of being a good listener to others but never be heard out.
I'm so sick and tired of being emotionally exploited and permanently abandoned by others. Good enough as an emotional landfill.
Real friendship is a myth...

Took a couple hours off work so I can at least have like 18 hours of weekend instead of 12 :')

Kinda trying to relax and distract my currently really pessimistic head by tinkering a bit on some cosplays of mine.
However I'm kinda too stupid with my brush as I'm sure half the paint ends up on my body when I look at my arms atm.

If I keep this up, I'm going to accidentally cosplay that horrific purple mascot from MC-D :D

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD?
I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future...
I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

France working with Saudi Al Qaeda Member, aL-Sharaa, is pretty pathetic, France surrendered during ww2 and now they're surrendering to Al Qaeda, lol

Syria is a terrorist State run by Al Qaeda under a Saudi Arabian "president", which is why Israel is bombing them and preventing them from using the Syrian Government's (Assad Government) assets.

Syria under Al Qaeda would not hesitate to attack France with a terrorist attack, so France shouldn't be running to them and sucking up to them.

This woman never disappoints me when it comes to making songs that speak to my soul and tickle my brain I love her music and I'm so grateful she pursuited a musical career even though she was forbidden to...
Her music always comforts me darkest times.
yhttps://youtu.be/x7Pw91G__GA?si=TPBbFzitPQDB0gpR

#Terminator #T2_Judgment_Day #Cameron #videogames #retrogames #retro #16bit #pixel #pixelart
https://store.epicgames.com/it/news/no-fate-just-pixels-terminator-2d-revives-judgment-day-pixel-by-pretty-pixel?lang=it

#Sith #Star_Wars #President #Trump #lightsaber
https://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/films/news/trump-may-4th-post-star-wars-lightsaber-b2744850.html

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