Well my hair touched my arm and I saw a freckle,assmed it was a spider and scared myself lol..

Actually, I should be happy about the day off today (regional holiday), but you know when half the day ends in a task paralysis due to the sudden break in the routine and you just can't leave the bed not matter what?

Yet, this task paralysis probably has other causes and I am once again denying all the warning signals that are trying to tell me that there is less wick left in my inner candle than I want to admit.
Maybe it's just a great deal of self-doubt that's building up in me and is driven by the fact that I no longer “able” (or have the ambition) to do things that I have planned and am looking forward to. The task paralysis is of course more than counterproductive at a time like this and is more like a vicious circle.

Perhaps the residual warmth I feel inside me is the remaining embers of a flame that is currently dying out

#fantasy #high_fantasy #elf
Exhausted elf after sex...

This world takes itself way to seriously. We should be more like Morris Day. Cocky, carefree, and ready to party. Also, if I could find that Blazer he's wearing at a thrift store, my life would be complete!

A perfunctory shoutout to my man MemeGnosis. You created a cult for those who self deleted but chose not to post for 2 years. Then blocked those who called out your bullshit. How ironic.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jne9t8sHpUc

Do you ever just randomly have an incredibly good mood for no reason? Like someone flipped a switch?
just earlier as I was doing my skincare after shower, one of my favorite songs came on my playlist and all of a sudden I found myself dancing and full of energy just enjoying the vibe.
I haven't felt like that for months...
Not sure if it's the post convention high, or if I'm just slowly going mad
But I needed that. Just finding enjoyment in little things...

It's pride month!
I've been out as bisexual since I learned its okay to like girls. But what I realised as I got older is that I'm pansexual - I really don't care about your sex/gender when looking for someone to be with.

Then last year I finally figured out my own gender identity. It only took almost 27 years and a lot of trial and error with pronouns and how to describe myself.

I'm still not out to everyone with this but I'm getting more comfortable with it.
I'm a demigirl, the prefix demi meaning partially.
For me, I feel about 80% female and 20% other. I don't exactly know what the other is but I feel most comfortable with she/her and they/them pronouns

"Don't let your mind bully your body"
I should engrave that onto my bathroom mirror...
my self view on so many aspects beside body image has been very bad lately because of depression and feeling abandoned by all my close friends ... like I'm not worth to be kept around. It has started to affect my body too...I'm starting to have ED behavioral patterns come back and starting to have some weird health issues... Now I need to run to the overcrowded doctors again. It's so much of a hassle to get appointments and don't miss outvon work. Where I have to outperform at the moment too bc I got a new boss and want a raise...