So I've been doing good lately. Just a bit sluggish and drowsy in the day time. My favorite time to stay awake is 3-6am.

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I drown my days in existential dread Chase dopamine while living in my head This mortal coil has gone digital Ignore the meat and these brittle bones https://youtu.be/iIVi2jOY1v0?si=1YLq4CC8W5WFTP0k

I fell in love with j-rock thanks to this band making the intro to black butler way back when. Can't believe this band is already 21 years old. I think this is my fav Album of theirs. The even the cover is just *chefs kiss* love that vivid red in combination with the blue-green. https://youtu.be/a_gT5JyF838 Translation: I’ve lost sight of “someday” Alone to the bitter end Weakness and sadness fill my heart Always more fragile than anyone else’s Hey Is there an end When will the grief disappear? If it hadn’t been for the promise we made that I couldn’t keep Maybe I could smile What’s the use I can’t find it Who am [I trying] for I’m broken I’m just drowning in my dreams I can’t even see myself now Pain piles on I’m pretending when I say that I’m not lonely I can’t hide the feeling of desolation and close my eyes Your words just… Hey Is there an end When will the grief disappear If it hadn’t been for the promise we made that I couldn’t keep Maybe I could smile “I want to be strong” My hope is that tomorrow will bloom with you Hey Is there an end Sorrow isn’t eternal May the fragility I can’t hide Be just like this song Pain piles on Worn out Too many years to count When I remember I want to be able to smile again

https://youtu.be/pB-vtKpuOkg?si=GywCJOcB3ui8-xYb Pretty sure this song was dedicated to Matthew perry. "And you smiled for the last time in my life" "I hope you fucking drown, you feeling so lonely lately"

#drow When I decide to leave my hair long and white in order to look like a Dark Elf...

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