Portland to put the statues of Lincoln and Roosevelt back up. Officials says thugs like Antifa will not dictate what the city represents, but fell short of admitting letting those hoodlums run amok in 2020 was a terrible idea.

https://www.foxnews.com/media/anarchists-illegally-took-them-down-now-portland-putting-statues-lincoln-roosevelt-back-up

Waiting for the doctors to return so I can finally get on with fixing my health drives me crazy. There is a lot of anxiety and what ifs connected to it and I just want answers...this uncertainty and not being able to move forward with treatment because outside factors control timelines is so incredibly frustrating. I feel that every passing day is lost time in this regard.
And since nobody in my social circal seems to care enough to listen to me when I try talking about it and just turn to dumping their shit and their problems on me as soon as we mention health or mental health, I need to vent it out here into the void.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAvIxICQxNY

CIA's 30-Year Plot To Take Down Americas Deadly Enemy: Gaddafi | CIA Declassified

#CIA #KGB #UFO #UFOs #UAPs #Soviet #Military #militaryculture #infantry
https://www.wearethemighty.com/history/ufo-soviet-soldier-attack/

Sometimes the health system sucks....Starting to feel long time consequences of some health issues that I have been dealing with for a while I went to some specialist and Guess what to treat one thing I need another condition fully diagnosed but that doctor is on vacation for two weeks and once that one is returned, doctor one will be on vacation and so in total I have to wait at least 4 more weeks to be able to start treatment if it is even possible to give me that treatment. Not like I have been having that issue for 6 months now and it's starting to cause follow up issues....
Still not sure if the ED is the cause of it all or if my body just hates me and found another way to show me...
But hey, what else is new?

#Russia #China #NorthKorea #cyber #CyberWarfare #CyberSecurity #CyberSecurityAwareness #CybersecurityNews #Iran #AI #artificial_intelligence #Microsoft #Hacking #Military
https://www.military.com/daily-news/2025/10/16/microsoft-russia-china-increasingly-using-ai-escalate-cyberattacks-us.html

#AI #artificial_intelligence #Military #militarymen #MilitaryPersonnel #AGI #chatbot #OODA #Battlefield #decisionintelligence
https://www.businessinsider.com/even-top-generals-are-looking-to-ai-chatbots-for-answers-2025-10

#CEO #CEOs #Bunker #postapocalyptic #DOOMSDAY #Doomsdayiscoming #shelter #Billionairesbunker #Zuckerberg #Sutskever #AI #AGI #artificial_intelligence #technology #Silicon_Valley #Musk #Altman #threat #existentialism
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cly17834524o

Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed.
Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen...
I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here.
I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.