Im thinking of quitting inktober (yet again) before i even really started on it. Idk just the thought of planning and actually making an ink drawing every day stresses me out. Although it was something that I easily did in the past. Even multiple ones a day... I think it's because of not having as much time to invest in art anymore I kinda lost my connection to it. I rarely get to sit down to actually paint. Every year I start the inktober challeng in hope to get my connection back but every time for the past 3 years I end up having to quit halfway through for multiple reasons like getting behind lacking time. This year I'm already stressed about having to catch up on the first few days that I missed. Maybe I just had a bad start...I wanted to warm up by finishing one of least years works that I never got to complete and I totally messed it up and on top it tore apart when I tried to remove the one year old masking tape... Seems like an omen... I will still dedicate this month to art and especially watercolor painting. But I think I will not do the inktober challenge for now. Maybe I will get to do the last half of it later but just now I need to get back into the peaceful/mindful mindset that I need for doing watercolor. Pushing myself with a challenge will not help here. I started watching YouTube draw with me videos of one of my favorite artists there. It helps getting back into watercolors and Inks.

If you allow Islam to take root, and do not poilice it you get terrorism, my brothers and sisters who sceamed you have blood on your hands at our Depty Prime Minster were right to do so; the UK has fostered islamic extremism for a decade and this is the crop you harvest. I see The prime minster did not have the balls to show his face, he sent the black man to take the heat. And he claims to be progressive. Good to know that white liberals will always use the very people they claim to respect as human sheilds when shit get a bit to too real. This is relation to the slaying of Jews in manchester.

Noem says only law-abiding citizens should attend Super Bowl. She obviously never been in the stands during a Raider's game, especially when the team was in Oakland. https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/sports/nfl/news/kristi-noem-vows-heavy-ice-presence-at-super-bowl-lx-and-lashes-out-at-nfl-over-bad-bunny-halftime-controversy/articleshow/124301764.cms

Saw this on Facebook shared by Alexis Palmer one day ago: "Somewhere, there’s a woman: 30 years old, no children. People ask her, “Still no kids?” She forces a smile. “Not yet.” Later, she cries… because she’s had miscarriages, because IVF didn’t work, because she’s tried for years, because her heart aches every time she’s asked that question. Somewhere else, there’s a woman: 34, five children. People say, “Five? I hope you’re done!” They laugh like it’s funny. She laughs too, politely. Later, she cries… because she wanted a big family, because her Granny had 12, because she’s tired of the judgment, because people assume she’s irresponsible, because no one sees how much love and care she pours into her kids. And then there’s another woman: 40, one child. People ask, “Only one? Didn’t you want more?” She smiles, “I’m happy with my one.” Later, she cries… because her one was a miracle, because she wanted more, because her body or life circumstances won’t allow it, because people don’t know the battles she’s already fought. 💔 These women are everywhere. They are our sisters, our neighbors, our coworkers, our friends. Their wombs are not community property. Their choices are not public business. Their pain is not ours to poke at with casual comments and “funny” jokes. So here’s the reminder: 👉 Whether it’s no kids, five kids, or one kid—it’s not your place to question. 👉 Respect their journey. Respect their story. Respect their silence. Because you never know what tears are hidden behind that smile." [Nadirah Angail]

Halloween costumes to avoid this year. A late night talk show host, anything that represents an ethnic group other than a beer drinking xenophobic good ol' boy red-blooded 'Murican, and last but not least...Mr. Green Jeans from Captain Kangaroo. Show some respect. He's only been dead for 38 years!

So if someone makes the comment I wish this room wasn't so small (in reference to fitting two recliners in it instead of just a recliner and metal chair) what would your response be and would you see it as personal attack?

President Trump and Erika Kirk, used the Charlie Kirk Memorial as a Political Publicity Stunt to score points and spread President Trump's message. Classless, and I didn't like that trophy wife using his (Charlie's) name as a way to 'Jump Start' her public career, and it will fail, due to how transparently obvious it was that the whole thing was staged and not genuine. The whole, cold, heartless, "I forgive the killer" will definitely not make her the overnight sensation that they think it will. Nothing screams 'Staged & Propaganda' like President Trump making it all about himself and his Regime than hugging the dead man's wife, which is sad. I do hope that Charlie Kirk gets a real, genuine Memorial that celebrates his life, without the needless pandering of his wife, trying to go vial for a public career and without Trump propagandizing it. There are some moments in life, where people shouldn't be self promoting and trying to make a name for themselves, and this was one of those moments: Politics and personal agendas shoulda been far from the stage, the only thing that should have been on stage, should have been: Respect for him, respect for his accomplishments.

https://life-in-the-lofthouse.com/taco-bell-crunchwrap-supreme-copycat/ Crunchwrap Supreme (Copycat) Copycat Crunchwrap Supremes are loaded with seasoned ground beef, nacho cheese, sour cream and more wrapped inside a flour tortilla and baked to perfection. Ingredients 1 ½ pounds lean ground beef 1 small yellow onion chopped 2 Tablespoons taco seasoning 1/4 cup water 1 teaspoon minced garlic 1 jar nacho cheese or Queso cheese dip 6 burrito-size flour tortillas 6 tostada shells or corn tortillas* see note 1 cup sour cream 2 cups shredded lettuce 1 tomato diced 1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend cooking spray Instructions In a large skillet, over medium-high heat, cook and crumble ground beef and onion, until beef is no longer pink. Drain grease. Stir in the taco seasoning mix, water and minced garlic. Continue to cook until it starts to boil. Reduce heat to low and let simmer for 5 minutes. Warm the nacho cheese sauce or queso cheese in a microwave-safe bowl. Place the flour tortillas on a large plate. Microwave for 20 seconds to warm them. Lay one flour tortilla on a flat surface. Spread 1/2 cup of taco meat onto the center of the tortilla. Drizzle a couple Tablespoons of nacho cheese over the meat. Top meat with one tostada shell or crispy corn tortilla *see notes below. Spread a thin layer of sour cream over the tostada shell. Top with lettuce, tomato and shredded Mexican cheese. To fold the crunch wrap, start with the bottom of the flour tortilla and fold the edge up over the center. Continue to work your way around, folding the flour tortilla over the center fillings. There will be a spot left open in the center; cut a piece of another flour tortilla, and tuck it in the center, so it's fully covered. Repeat with all remaining tortillas, tostadas and fillings. You’ll have 6 crunch wraps total. Spray a large, non-stick skillet with cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Place one crunchwrap seam-side down onto the skillet. Cook for 1 to 2 minutes, or until golden-brown. Carefully, flip over and cook other side until golden-brown. Repeat process with all crunch wraps. Serve immediately. Notes *If using corn tortillas, heat oven to 425° F. Place corn tortillas on a baking sheet and bake for 8 minutes or until crispy.

#precognition #ESP #brains #mind #Consciousness #CIA https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/a66102466/scientific-proof-of-precognition/

So, I know that when you watch a video or whatever on social media the algorithm shows you more that are similar to what you've already seen. Right now on my feed, it appears that the far left is finding that cancel culture works both ways, and is not happy about it. I've got videos all over the place of mostly 20 something SJWs sobbing and wailing after supposedly losing their jobs because they posted video of themselves celebrating the Kirk shooting and/or posted absolutely vile comments on it, and someone sent screenshots to their employer. I'm not going to say watching them doesn't bring a warm fuzzy feeling to my withered black heart, but I wonder...these people are grown ass adults. Why would they throw a screaming tantrum over losing a job, especially considering they deserve far worse than unemployment? And if they were going to do that, why video it and post it online? What is there to gain from showing the internet their meltdowns? Back when I was that age, that would have been more like a mean-spirited prank a "friend" who didn't actually like you much might play on you than something you'd do yourself. I'm pretty sure a lot of these videos are about as real as Stephen King's apology, but again... To what end?