It’s been about four days now.

He said he was going away for the weekend. He hoped my weekend would get better he also said he hoped I felt better. He knows I haven’t been eating lately so he asked me to eat something.

Well the weekend has passed and he hasn’t texted me. I am giving him space but I’m just scared he hates me now. No we aren’t together and idk if we are over completely or what.

But I still care about him and I hope he’s okay and that he doesn’t hate me. He has health issues so now I worry he’s sick again.

:( I feel very sad. I won’t lie I still believe he’s my twin flame if that’s a real thing. Twin flames are…complicated sometimes. I’m not sure but it’s a bit hurtful this whole thing I can’t help but be mad at myself I should have been happy with not knowing but me being the way I am I always have to ask questions and I always overthink.

This shit sucks

At least now I won’t have to worry about crying after sex bc the dick was so good.

Or saying I love you.

So at least there’s some good from this .

Hey and it's ok, I have been working alot these last 2 months, I just got your post message, but hope you're doing ok.

“You’re fat.”

Well I can’t help that after I fuck your mom, sister and grandmother that they all make me a sandwich.

Update: He logged on and is okay.

He hasn’t messaged me but that is okay. I can finally breathe I’ve been worried he got sick again. Least now he’s know he’s alright.

Now I have to pick myself back up and move forward. The only option for me :)

Take a chance, it just might get you somewhere amazing.