I'm on the verge of crying. I'm literally panicking. Another health issue came up that needs immediate medical procedure. This that gives me the worst anxiety on multiple levels...if I'm unlucky it will not only make me really ugly and I struggle with dismorphia, but also also what I fear most, it will delay my treatment yet again... possibly for several weeks. I finally got a fixed appointment for getting the blood drawn for testing first thing but now I fear the new issue can't wait and needs to be fixed immediately there is akute pain....they probably can't test my blood if there is residual narcotics and painkillers on my system....
Like my anxiety was not already bad since yesterday for other reasons. Now this...I'm really panicking right now. Why is it all breaking at once??

Ok I need to breathe and wait se how bad the pain gets today prepare for being incapacitated by meds while I still can and if I get worse I go to the doctor tomorrow first thing. Good thing I live right next door. Maybe it just got painful because I was feeling the swelling I know I shouldn't drag it out and fix acute things immediately. But the following issues of delayed treatment will be detrimental too possibly reshaping my future entirely.

This is Goldilocks and the baby bear. Feel old now?

Benefits of chronically cold hands: they serve as grown on cooling packs...

Tell me this wasn't deliberate persecution of ONE MAN to interfere with citizens choices for President. The REAL sin of the charges - things he was accused of doing, they have or still are - doing THEMSELVES !

So wait now they pushed the epstein thing again and tried to block the release of it?? If you idiots had anything you wouldve released it when biden was in office. You morons git nothing again besides a list of mostly democrats and hollywood folk.

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