do i hate this world

yes

do i wish i was dead

yes

would i ever say im depressed

no

to anyone who loves this world
would i tell you
youre wrong

no

it may be my job
to convince people

but either theyre too stupid
or im not good enough
either won
im tired
and one

getout of my brain
leave mealone

i dont have your answers
i never wanted your answers
all i wanted
was to help
if i cant help
then stop torturing me

Soon as i wake up huh brain?

#CharlieKirk #Kirk #CharlieKirkdead #charliekirkdeath #charliekirkdies #Charlie_Kirk #assassination #USA #UkraineWar #Ukraine #UkraineRussiaWar #RussiaUkraineWar
https://unn.ua/en/news/he-was-against-aid-to-ukraine-called-for-giving-crimea-to-russia-and-criticized-zelenskyy-what-is-charlie-kirk-known-for

All these fuckwads applauding kirks death can take the train home....in front of "that guy"...yeah you get it.

That Trash, that scumbag should be executed ASAP for what he did to her, and every Democrat lawmaker and soft on crime scumbag judge who let that ape out of prison multiple times, should all be barred and removed from the benches and maybe, charged for aiding the murder.

Whether or not you support the Endless Ukraine War, clearly, I don't support it, no young Ukrainian woman or any woman in general, deserves to killed like that.

Kill the scumbag like he did to her, infact kill him in the manner

the problem with frusciante
i cant distinguish
every song is every moment
and i listen
because they all always
makesense
wherever wherever the fuck
im at
ornotat
helpmedeletemybrain

Ren fair was amazing, I had so much fun I forgot to take a lot of pics.
But here’s some of the before and after jousting show. I was absolutely in love with the horses and all the tack. How well everyone rode and how well those horses were trained. I cried actual tears.

all you pimple brained toothless cocksuckers asking what a minivan is its when you have 2 fingers in front and 5 in the back (fist))

Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...