Today really was a Terrible day. Not only did I work longer than it is legal (again). I also wasn't very focussed and did a lot of mistakes in my lab work...I don't think a blanket and c-drama will fix this day..-

I really need to dump & vent some emotions rn...humor me...
The fact that I am still very moody and don't really feel like talking to people one on one kinda contriubted to this day being shitty as lab work forces me to interact with my colleauges more than documentation. and I really don't feel like talking lately.
It's probably hard to get....While I do have a lot of things troubling me and I do need to get them off my chest, I dont have the energy nor the desire to open a 1 on 1 converstaion about it, and even less desire to talk about the world and smalltalk.
It's not like there are no people I could go to if I needed talking. There are. And I know I can go to them anytime. I just don't want to. Bc I don't want to have any interactive converstaions at the moment, if not necessary. Then I'd rahter passively dump it somewhere like here and get if off my chest. It is often not about wanting advice or needing re-assurance. It is mostly just wanting it out...
Just posting it in an anyways dead place gives me the freedom to decide on my own if and when I get advice or others opinion on it. If I need to I'll read comments, If I dont wan't to I just don't.
Is that weird??
I think I am like this because I have always been the Listeing and giving advice friend and not the sharing and wanting advice one.
I'm just used to being that way and found my ways to vent emotions...

#JimmyKimmel #RobSchneider #DonaldTrumpPresident2024 #Donald_Trump #rich
Well said, sir. Well said...
https://fandomwire.com/you-and-oprah-are-rich-it-doesnt-affect-you-jimmy-kimmel-gets-a-harsh-reality-check-from-rob-schneider-after-he-cried-and-called-donald-trump-winning-a-mistake/

#Autumn #mist #fog

#autumn #fog #mist #lake

https://youtu.be/xlBikPOehEg?si=bt1Gafw9VdJk6z9d

Once again I find myself alone, I feel there is no other way
Can it be I’ve got a heart of stone? I feel my life is written like a play
Help me say it loud, The visions in my mind won’t let me down
Help me get my cure, There’s something else, I cannot be for sure

Talk to me, come on - I feel your hate so clear, I feel it all around
Talk to me, come on - I never thought I’d fear my own desires near

I don’t wanna stare into thе darkness or settle for thе give and take
Can it be we have another problem? I feel like everything is a mistake
Help me say it loud, The visions in my mind won’t let me down
Help me get my cure, There’s something else, I cannot be for sure

Talk to me, come on - I feel your hate so clear, I feel it all around
Talk to me, come on - I never thought I’d fear my own desires near
Talk to me, come on - oh I cannot let you go, my black heart tells me so
Talk to me, come on - oh I don’t want to be vain, a life without your name

Just talk to me, just talk to me
Talk to me, talk to me, just talk to me

Far-Right Christian Fundamentalism vs Far-Left Woke mentality. Both are the reason our country in is dire straits. Both sides have lost the ability to laugh at themselves, and when you have extremists with an egotistical obstruction for compromise and a knee-jerk emotional reaction to everything they don't agree with...welcome to 2024.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCsGRCf8T9Y

German Police Officer got killed. Watch the other Officers, standing around, yelling "Messer weg!" ([put] [the] Knife away) and did nothing. Only a Turkish Cop pulled the Gun and shot the Islamist. But too late -Cop died.

https://odysee.com/@ritterdermeinungsfreiheit1727:9/!!-messerangriff-auf-michael:2

Im kinda torn about Sleep Token. It is somewhat overrated, because it is kinda "mainstream suited metal for pick me girls" Thats what I would describe it as. But tbh, I kinda like some of their songs for their nostalgic sound and the voice of the main man. The Chemistry references in this song make my geek heart drip :D
https://youtu.be/uU5vVT_Cp7c

Ive been told i should be trying to be more optimistic rather than pesemistic ,sure things may seem crap now but theres always hope that they will return to how they were more settled

#nuclear_war #war
Stupid siblings: "How optimistic are you about the near futre?"
Me: