I think I'm starting to have a creative burnout due to regular burnout...

Somehow my latest "Just-for-fun" cosplay project that I just did for the sake of fun not for an upcoming convention or contest has become my "Frustration-Project". And that sucks!
The wig I'm styling for it is not making any progress and I have been working on and off on it for 2 Months...I never worked on such a complex wig re-styling with constructing a detachable Ponytail before, so I expected it to take longer... But whats frustratiing is that I dont't get to, or can't motivate myself to work on it for more than one hour per week on average. Which is really frustrating!
I really want to finis it to start on other things...I know if I just put it aside for other things I will never pick it up again to finish it.
I don't want it to end up on the unfinished project graveyard... =(

The last 3 h of work before vacation are the WORST... there is so much still to organise and Project handovers to prepare but the motivation is SO low.. especially if you have so many overtime hours left that you wouldn't be needing to work the entire day at all...

So since DHL was nice enough to wake me after barely having even 4 hours of sleep because I partied too hard, I might as well post songs and get myself coffee to sober up.
At least I am getting my camera delivered next week, Tuesday, so that's something positive.

I'm so tired I'll just skip the food today and drink my Huel drink. Fuck this shit, I did 10 hours today....

So I'm gonna be doing +2 hours overtime today thanks to everyone from fucking Europe deciding to show up in Cork and having weird technical problems, for some weird fucking reason. Tis the season to be jolly, am I right?
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

And just like that, I finished Oracle Database Foundations workshop.
Oracle Autonomous Database Administration next. I'm so wasting the next 7 hours of my life with this... in the famous words of Alexi Laiho: was it worth it? HELL YEAH.

When its been 24 hours and you are stll up.

#autumn #winter #time #hour #darkness

I have been oddly productive lately...
I've cleaned my apartment every weekend, worked on a crafting project every evening and that on top of having an incredibly stressful time at my job working 9-10 hours a day...I did like 30 overtime hours last month...
what is this motivation and where does it come from? I'm actually starting to be concerned...