It seems a shadow of misfortune follows me. I've come to expect it: a fleeting moment of light is always chased away by a familiar storm, pulling me back under with brutal force.

What truly unnerves me is the silence within. The emotional echo of these disasters has faded to nothing. I am a dry well—events that should summon a flood of tears now barely register. Is this resilience, or is it erosion? My psyche, to save itself, seems to have severed the wires, leaving me feeling like an spectator in my own tragicomedy, muttering, 'This can't be real.'

I observe my life as through a thick, silent pane of glass. The impact is muted, the meaning distant. I am a curious stranger to my own apathy, asking, 'What happens when you simply have nothing left to feel?'

Is this emptiness making me stronger, or is it the void before the collapse? I built these walls stone by stone for protection, but now they encircle me. They keep the world's anguish out. The question is no longer about weathering the storm, but whether I am fortified within a sanctuary, or entombed within a cell of my own making.

Cannot wait for fall weather. New England can be wild!

Millions of Americans warned to stay out of the sun in 8 states
The National Weather Service (NWS) has issued Heat Advisories and Extreme Heat Warnings for parts of Arizona, Nevada, Idaho, Washington, Oregon, California, Texas, and Oklahoma as a dangerous heat wave persists through the weekend and into next week.

https://www.msn.com/en-us/weather/topstories/millions-of-americans-warned-to-stay-out-of-the-sun-in-8-states/ar-AA1KfPrb?ocid=msedgntp&pc=HCTS&cvid=68993ffdacef474ab2c026cc8cbd1204&ei=58

#Kerr_County #forecast #weather #floods #Texas #warning #climate
https://www.texastribune.org/2025/07/08/texas-weather-service-warning-kerr-county/

The weather up and down is really messing with my body.. one day it's 32°C the next ist 20 then next up it goes again. My blood pressure is confused and my head pays the bill...