my reality has always been unnatainable happiness. its always just out of reach. if i lose this hope im fcked 6k ways to sunday. theres 1 person i want to hold hands with and there wont be any others. so im just fucked in this life and the next and all previous and after that. the truth is i was found and now im lost. i dont want to wake up anymore.

if youre gonna talk about the sun and the moon have some respect for those words actual meanings with understanding or gtfo

So...finally have returned from vacation. Was far up north this time,got to stay at a amazeing cabin style house,did some swimming,pool shooting and rural beach workouts. Traveled into the city for some excellent BBQ and visited an aquarium as I have not been to one in like 5 years or more. The vacation was cut a few days short due to some family drama on my cousins side of the family,a major misunderstanding of boundaries that changed family dynamics so the next family vacation will probably be a bit smaller. But overall much needed and enjoyed !

It's Sunday, and a few of you heathens could use some old time religion.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxQsNWhHR8Q

Wish me luck I need to leave my bunker and venture into the sun, I need a haircut, and some supplies. Not even midday and you could could cook eggs on my tin roof!

https://media1.tenor.com/m/v4BuHALCIZsAAAAd/konata-lucky-star.gif

12 hours of sunlight daily; at least 10000 steps daily adn weight training after work i am #unstopable #twinkkiller #pussy$layer

Everything is better in the land of the rising sun!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OvaGc4SCAA&list=RDdPLKc5tdvo0&index=15

Finally got my Dragged Into Sunlight Boxset,I just opened it right after I got home,it sadly didn't include a poster flag but I got a limited edition metal pin instead. Looking forward to listening to the LP sometime soon....

My dear you look so good
(Yay-yeah)
You're good enough to eat
(Hooo-ooh)
I'll never let you go
(Yay-yeah)
Once I have sunk my teeth into you

Little pig, little pig, won't you let me in?

https://youtu.be/Jp_XlC4K8ZM?si=d0dMlucXwm6eCdDA