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  • YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC This is music that refuses to sit still.
    It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background—
    it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance,
    never certain what’s about to unfold next.

    Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet.
    Just when you think you understand it,
    it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises.
    It’s an acquired taste, absolutely—
    not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic.
    This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption.

    I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you,
    to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer.
    To catch you enjoying tension,
    finding pleasure in resistance,
    realizing that discomfort can feel intimate
    when it refuses to let go.

    You may not always know what you’re hearing,
    but you’ll never be bored—
    because at any moment it’s ready to leap out,
    wrap around you,
    and pull you into that strange place
    where struggle feels like an embrace.



    Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape.

    Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease.

    In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity.

    Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality.

    This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
    YouTube.com/XZanthiaMUSIC 👽💿🎤🎶🎵 This is music that refuses to sit still. It isn’t here to soothe you or fade into the background— it exists to keep you alert, slightly off-balance, never certain what’s about to unfold next. Every moment is a corner you haven’t turned yet. Just when you think you understand it, it shifts, lunges, softens, surprises. It’s an acquired taste, absolutely— not something inherited, familiar, or politely nostalgic. This is not comfort food. This is appetite disruption. I want the sound to confuse you, to intrigue you, to make you uneasy in a way that keeps pulling you closer. To catch you enjoying tension, finding pleasure in resistance, realizing that discomfort can feel intimate when it refuses to let go. You may not always know what you’re hearing, but you’ll never be bored— because at any moment it’s ready to leap out, wrap around you, and pull you into that strange place where struggle feels like an embrace. Project 19.5 is an ethereal, esoteric music project that began in 1998, long before genres like “witch house,” “dark ambient,” or “experimental pop” had names attached to them. What started as intimate sonic experimentation grew over decades into a body of work shaped by collaborations with multiple producers across different eras, each phase capturing a different emotional frequency and psychological landscape. Rather than traditional songwriting, Project 19.5 focuses on much, but not all non-lyrical vocals, breath, tone, texture, and instinct. My voice is treated as an instrument—hovering between noise, chant, dream, and ritual—allowing listeners to project their own meaning without being guided by explicit words. This approach creates an immersive emotional experience that exists somewhere between beauty and unease. In 2025, the project entered a new phase: revisiting, remixing, and remastering archival material to finally release it in its most refined and intentional form. These recordings preserve the raw spirit of their original creation while enhancing the depth, clarity, and atmosphere—bridging past and present into a singular evolving entity. Project 19.5 represents the ethereal side of XZanthia—still haunting, still unsettling, but softer and more internal than her darker project, Jupiter’s Thunder. The Project 19.5 album Uzumaki exists within this realm as a gentler spiral, incorporating lyrics while maintaining a dreamlike, hypnotic quality. This is music designed to be felt rather than understood—a liminal soundscape for introspection, transformation, and emotional resonance beyond language.
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  • #music #soundtrack #videogames #vampires
    https://youtu.be/0Fl9-359oeg?list=RD0Fl9-359oeg
    #music #soundtrack #videogames #vampires https://youtu.be/0Fl9-359oeg?list=RD0Fl9-359oeg
    Dark Love
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  • Lately, When I express my genuine thoughts and concerns, it feels like a form of punishment.

    This happens both at work, in meetings where input is supposedly valued, and in my personal life. My attempts to voice a concern or a different perspective are often dismissed as pessimism, exaggeration, or even egomania. It seems I am being penalized simply for having an opinion and for caring enough to be concerned.

    Increasingly, I feel that I am being passively silenced—not with a direct command, but with subtle cues and reactions that make thinking feel like a forbidden act. I am being reduced to a sounding board, a wall for others to shout at, with no expectation of a reciprocal conversation. My role is not to contribute, but to absorb.

    And then, people wonder. They wonder why I am burning out, why my energy and creativity have evaporated, why my motivation has dwindled to nothing. They don't see the cumulative weight of being silenced.
    I notice that the situation is gradually affecting my body. I currently only sleep with a tight chest and painful breathing, and I wake up in the middle of the night with my heart racing.
    Lately, When I express my genuine thoughts and concerns, it feels like a form of punishment. This happens both at work, in meetings where input is supposedly valued, and in my personal life. My attempts to voice a concern or a different perspective are often dismissed as pessimism, exaggeration, or even egomania. It seems I am being penalized simply for having an opinion and for caring enough to be concerned. Increasingly, I feel that I am being passively silenced—not with a direct command, but with subtle cues and reactions that make thinking feel like a forbidden act. I am being reduced to a sounding board, a wall for others to shout at, with no expectation of a reciprocal conversation. My role is not to contribute, but to absorb. And then, people wonder. They wonder why I am burning out, why my energy and creativity have evaporated, why my motivation has dwindled to nothing. They don't see the cumulative weight of being silenced. I notice that the situation is gradually affecting my body. I currently only sleep with a tight chest and painful breathing, and I wake up in the middle of the night with my heart racing.
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  • #soundtrack #nostalgia
    Beware of the sewers...and the alien virus clowns...
    https://youtu.be/5PiDYNsPn48?list=RD5PiDYNsPn48
    #soundtrack #nostalgia Beware of the sewers...and the alien virus clowns... https://youtu.be/5PiDYNsPn48?list=RD5PiDYNsPn48
    Goth Vibes
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  • #movie #soundtrack #Frankenstein
    Man...just saw the movie. For years I hadn't seen such a gothic masterpiece...
    https://youtu.be/DI8FEGJpPDQ?list=PLLv3qeuV3YDrwozwCcrWJK9Bx0wjmCT44
    #movie #soundtrack #Frankenstein Man...just saw the movie. For years I hadn't seen such a gothic masterpiece... https://youtu.be/DI8FEGJpPDQ?list=PLLv3qeuV3YDrwozwCcrWJK9Bx0wjmCT44
    Dark Love
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  • https://soundcloud.com/sanddrill_77/agreed
    https://soundcloud.com/sanddrill_77/agreed
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  • https://soundcloud.com/sanddrill_77/wintermescal
    https://soundcloud.com/sanddrill_77/wintermescal
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  • New era, new sound. My album is out now — stream it on your favorite platform!
    https://youtu.be/FLhJrTWSFCM?si=wzU344KzMUfdUPx1
    New era, new sound. My album is out now — stream it on your favorite platform!🎶 https://youtu.be/FLhJrTWSFCM?si=wzU344KzMUfdUPx1
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  • Much much more excessively heavy music in the works I just finished doing more editing last night,not nearly done as I know I'm a bit of a perfectionist but that's means it will sound that much better when it's done...more soon....
    Much much more excessively heavy music in the works I just finished doing more editing last night,not nearly done as I know I'm a bit of a perfectionist but that's means it will sound that much better when it's done...more soon....
    Dark Love
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  • The soundtrack to every British arcade in the 80s and 90s. Brings back memories of cold-wet Welsh hoildays, and a lingering desire to travel to spain like all my friends.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSIMVnPA994&list=RDa7CAZee9Hs0&index=2
    The soundtrack to every British arcade in the 80s and 90s. Brings back memories of cold-wet Welsh hoildays, and a lingering desire to travel to spain like all my friends. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSIMVnPA994&list=RDa7CAZee9Hs0&index=2
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