I don't know if it used really different before or if it's just a feeling, but when I think about vacation I always make a list of all the things I want to do that I don't have time or capacity during the work weeks.

Now I'm finally on vacation and the first thing I think about is just sleeping.
Sleeping... and not waking up.

Omfg. Fuck this disrespect from the management.
I do my work fucking well and then they go for the 3rd time fucking things up behind my back without consulting me.
Today apparently the plan was to dismantle a Google Meet equiped meeting room completely without my knowledge because apparenlty sound barriers needed to be installed. Then I get a message from one of the Google engineers saying the devices stopped responding and that they weren't aware of such actions taking place.
I'm done with this shit. Not only they expect me to do everything, they also don't wanna give me a pay rise + they keep doing the shit like this behind my back.
I really need to quit this shit as soon as possible but until I get a new job, that's not possible...

I'm fucking furious. If you idiots think you can do better than me, then you're welcome to assemble things again and I expect them to work. I won't engage in any of this shit facilities do anymore...

#parenting #kids

The road to hell is paved with good intentions. If it was in the south...riddled with potholes. I hit one yesterday and flattened my tire, bent my rim, and knocked my front end out of line. So, if I seem a little more angry and belligerent today, you probably deserve it!

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And just like that, they hide the fact, that everyone had their performance review already done in December 2024 and a decision was made that nobody will get any salary increases whatsoever. Thence, why this pushback to a different date regarding my performance review. Fuck you all and your hypocrite culture. On top of that, it seems like it's more important for you motherfuckers to change CEOs every 2-3 years than it is to actually promote people that are going above and beyond consistently. I'll just focus on getting a new job at this stage and tell you all to fuck off. :^)

BeautifulMonster currently experiencing this and it is continuous and rather annoying ,cant do much at all

I'm currently thinking about getting a new GPU for my PC (I've actually been planning to for over a year)...

But I realize that the more and more I compare the 'harmony' towards my other parts in the current computer, the bigger the rabbit hole opens up for me regarding this topic :D

Either it will be a smaller upgrade for the time being or I will spend a little bit more money.
A bigger upgrade however means a new PC straight away (thanks bottlenecks), but the other parts are still running too well for me to see a reason to throw them away (that would be too blatant a middle finger towards sustainability for me :D).

I was born in the 80's this was true about my parents

I have set my profile to "Open to Work" on LinkedIn now and am again actively looking for work. Looks like this shit at the company I currently work for won't go through and I can forget about any salary increases/promotions, I will probably only have more work added to me instead because I'm good at it.

Fuck. This. Shit. Happy Monday and whatnot.