Feeling lonely 🛏️ 💘 who wants. To come over 🦅

You wont be lonely when youre one of Us !

The moment that the one "friend" who used to talk mad shit about you to all your mutuals is now the miserable, lonely bitch whose every relationship fails. But I would never say that. Behind their back.

Its pouring down here and I feel so lonely.

It was fun having you guys around❤️💋 It's been a while here 🙈 This site is so bored and lonely😘🙎

I fell in love with j-rock thanks to this band making the intro to black butler way back when. Can't believe this band is already 21 years old. I think this is my fav Album of theirs. The even the cover is just *chefs kiss* love that vivid red in combination with the blue-green. https://youtu.be/a_gT5JyF838 Translation: I’ve lost sight of “someday” Alone to the bitter end Weakness and sadness fill my heart Always more fragile than anyone else’s Hey Is there an end When will the grief disappear? If it hadn’t been for the promise we made that I couldn’t keep Maybe I could smile What’s the use I can’t find it Who am [I trying] for I’m broken I’m just drowning in my dreams I can’t even see myself now Pain piles on I’m pretending when I say that I’m not lonely I can’t hide the feeling of desolation and close my eyes Your words just… Hey Is there an end When will the grief disappear If it hadn’t been for the promise we made that I couldn’t keep Maybe I could smile “I want to be strong” My hope is that tomorrow will bloom with you Hey Is there an end Sorrow isn’t eternal May the fragility I can’t hide Be just like this song Pain piles on Worn out Too many years to count When I remember I want to be able to smile again

Lately I've been watching urbex v-logs on youtube. Because thats what you do when depression hypersomnia has f*ed up your sleep chedule and task paralysis keeps you from doing things aside lying around. Seeing all these lost places, especially the abandoned houses is kinda sad. Time capsules of different lifetimes and many of them tell a story of a very lonely life. So lonely in fact, that there wasn't even anyone who cared enough to take care of what was left behind after their passing. I watch these late at night and find myself afraid that one day the place I made my home will be like this because I scared away anyone who cared about me by just being so damn socially incapable and do not feel the right feelings. I bet many of these "odd loners" that lived in these places were stuggeling and became hermits because they were on a spectrum but undiagnosed as it was not a thing back then. Yet i also find these abandoned places insaneley beautiful. I love seeing how nature takes back the earth from what was once a concrete/steel place. I wish i could go to these places just to be alone and think.

https://youtu.be/pB-vtKpuOkg?si=GywCJOcB3ui8-xYb Pretty sure this song was dedicated to Matthew perry. "And you smiled for the last time in my life" "I hope you fucking drown, you feeling so lonely lately"

One lonely star…thats all we’re getting? Boo

Someday I was feeling like a beautiful freak… #freak #lonely