"Don't let your mind bully your body"
I should engrave that onto my bathroom mirror...
my self view on so many aspects beside body image has been very bad lately because of depression and feeling abandoned by all my close friends ... like I'm not worth to be kept around. It has started to affect my body too...I'm starting to have ED behavioral patterns come back and starting to have some weird health issues... Now I need to run to the overcrowded doctors again. It's so much of a hassle to get appointments and don't miss outvon work. Where I have to outperform at the moment too bc I got a new boss and want a raise...

im gonna sit here like a porchmonkey ALL DAY

Last time I was here I did not open up on my intrests, personality, ect. What can I say I like Anime, Japan, Video games, Antiques, I fix old mechanical clocks. I'm a cynical bastard here to make you question live, love, and anarchy!

Stop showing posts on the timeline from months ago. You have already alienated and disillusioned everyone from the feed. If your intention is to ruin and completely sabotage this place, you've succeeded. Kudos to the effort, like trying to subvert everyone to your personal whatever gay platform.

having 2 drive around in a bobcat now that my spine is brocken; feeling like i am a fucking amine robot like sum shit from evengaylion

feels like a day for thes . . . oh yeh https://youtu.be/6qlQKhh-saQ

This made me think. It’s best to just let the boy know that you don’t like him at the start.

https://www.facebook.com/reel/982906710698628

Deer has lost his mind, like Mankind, pulling socks from his ass crack

what? nah yea nah yea there's fucken two mangos going for 2 for 5 dollars, yea mate, fucken bargain, two mangos, 5 dollars, yea like 40 of em khant, fiddy bucks. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Great...I caught a cold on Saturday...
I was hoping the event would pull me out of my apathy and I get some of my spark back...
Got a cold & fatigue instead. what wrong with my body!? This is the third cold I caught this year. I used to rarely get sick. Like only once a year.
Maybe I'm really eating too little...