Video games that I would consider my favorite. I had to think long and hard for this one. Some are ones that I play currently, some might be from when I was a young teen, some of them are of sentimental value to me, some are childhood favorites, etc. The very first one listed is MY all time favorite video game. If you have any questions about why I like(d) them or what I think of other games, ask.

I don't know if it's the weather, the raging wave of colds or the aftermath of the dust explosion (which I found myself in at the weekend), but my sinuses feel like I've pulled a whole packet of pepper through my nose...

I'm actually soooo close to not calling in sick this year

I've been gone for some time. I have a VampireRave account that i was experimenting with cause I wanted a taste of the old VampireFreaks days (I just like the complete freedom on how you could design your profile on it). Its still up but my premium membership expired so I gotta renew it eventually but money is tight right now.

Looong post...(Sorry I just need to dump this emotion somewhere. I don't have any friends left to dump it on...)

I think I don't enjoy spending time with my friend anymore. And this scaes me because I recently lost another good freind due to growing apart. And I don't want to lose this one too... I miss being careless just doing fun things forgetting the wories of the world for a while.

Today was not fun at all. Nothing at all like I imagined or how we planned the day: Just 2 gilfriends doing mundane girl things like shopping going for drinks and having a good time. That was the plan.

No, instead I spend the entire day people pleasing and enduring socializing with one of her old university friends we met, because she seemed to have a good time and I really wanted her to have a good time & fully enjoy this weekend as she has a lot of other troubles at home & I want to be her safe space/happy place.
I tolerated not doing any of the things we had planned, just to end the day with her emotion dumping on me how shitty and disappointing the reunion with her uni freind was and how no one wants to be friends with her if they don't benefit from her in one way or another...So I was the emotional Dumpster...

I am not meaning to blame her but she is doing the same thing to me: I am always her emotional dumpster who listends and gives advice. So she benefits from me. And all the things I want to do, the plans we made before are overthrown. By some kind of drama every time.
Last time we saw each other was the same: It was completely ruined, all plans were overthrown because of her bf making drama and me having to be the should to cry on and fix her up for most of the day. I am sick of spending "quality time" like this. I am always the one who's getting the short end and the disappointment.

And now I'm sitting here crying in frustration and disappointment beacue I really miss having my friend around and I want the carefree time back when we did the things we planned and had a good time: Go shopping and try on silly things for fun, go hiking and fool around in the autumn leaves, forget all troubles, laugh and just enjoy the simplest things in company of our comfort person.
All I want is to have something like this again:

It looks like the demorats are trying to start WW3 before Trump can get into the white house and stop WW3 and the whole planet from going kaboom.

The turkey was never really a serious consideration for our national bird. The founding fathers were brilliant, but they also drank heavily and had a frat boy sense of humor that bordered on reckless abandon. Not quite as majestic like the eagle, but just as tasty with cranberry and stuffing

And just like that, I finished Oracle Database Foundations workshop.
Oracle Autonomous Database Administration next. I'm so wasting the next 7 hours of my life with this... in the famous words of Alexi Laiho: was it worth it? HELL YEAH.

i NEED a blonde SPANISH Nymph like this STRAIGHT UP


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyuUVgXohqI

And just like that, my depression and anxiety combos have forced me to spend all day in bed barely moving a muscle and playing music so loud I'm surprised I didn't get any noise complaints (YET) :D :D