President Trump's supporters looking like lost mice today after Trump embraces Liz Cheneys love for Regime Change wars

(not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..)
Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself.
Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones.
In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone).
In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me.
I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise).
However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase.
I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me.
I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward)
I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess...

The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world.
(No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution).

Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough

IT LOOKZ like i dont need Zyprexa anymore . Cause im such a Jolly FELLOW. OR PERHAPS an ODD FELLOW

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I'm SO FREAKING MAD and need to vent! I completely fell into a false marketing trap!
I spent months searching for a new smartwatch/Fitnesstracker and I thought I finally found one that fills my needs and has a dainty design that fits my small wrists. (Most of these watches are huge and I don't like that)... and there were even cute options to exchange the wristband for this one. I thought I found the perfect watch for me
Today the thing finally arrived and I was so excited! Well turns out the thing can't measure & track indirect blood pressure, WHICH IS THE MAIN REASON I NEED A TRACKER. But it was advertised with a feature for Blood pressure tracking. It does have that but you have to measure with another device the watch just reminds you to do it...THIS IS GARBAGE, becaue it can measure blood oxygen and heart rate and these things are measured with the SAME friggin sensor tech at the SAME wavelenght!!! They were just too lazy to programm the conversion mode into the app.
And YES I know the blood pressure function of these watches are not comparable to proper measurement with a pressure manchette. But it can give me a rough idea of the blood pressure throughout the day when I can't sit down with a pressure manchette and that is what I need. For accurate measurements I do have an accurate device.
No now I have to start my search all over again! All the Smartwatches that still have the indirect bloodpressure tracking are just huge and ugly....This really ruined my day!

Just like that, the Ex-DOGE, Ex-Free Palestine, and Ex-ICE protesters are now protesting in favor of IRAN.
It must be exhausting trying to keep up with the latest thing.

claudia doumit?? more like claudia do me #sex

Actually, I should be happy about the day off today (regional holiday), but you know when half the day ends in a task paralysis due to the sudden break in the routine and you just can't leave the bed not matter what?

Yet, this task paralysis probably has other causes and I am once again denying all the warning signals that are trying to tell me that there is less wick left in my inner candle than I want to admit.
Maybe it's just a great deal of self-doubt that's building up in me and is driven by the fact that I no longer “able” (or have the ambition) to do things that I have planned and am looking forward to. The task paralysis is of course more than counterproductive at a time like this and is more like a vicious circle.

Perhaps the residual warmth I feel inside me is the remaining embers of a flame that is currently dying out

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