I'm sinking more and more into one of my sleep escapism-depressions again. Everything is so discouraging and seems so hopeless....

I can barely get myself to leave the bed lately. I lack any motivation and elan to do anything.
Perpetually trapped in task paralysis.

On workdays I push myself to still give 110% despite constantly asking "what am I doing it for its not like it's fruitful for me". Work drains me so much I can't find the energy to look for new jobs after hours.
And on Weekends I am still drained and barely drag myself out of bed after sleeping for 12hr, then I end up on the couch staring into my phone screen doomscrolling, because I can't get myself to sit on my PC and look for job offers because I know there are barely any that are suitable for me. But pursuing my hobbies makes me feel guilty because "I should spend this time on looking for jobs".
So I just sit there on the couch trapped by invisible chains of guilt and discourage while I'm hoping for the unlikely miracle that a Recruiter will find my job profile and it's the perfect match for both sides. And that the world politics wills suddenly be bearable again. But with the current leaders pfft finding the Amber-room again is more likely than having a secure and happy future.
Thats why I keep asking myself: What future am even doing it for?

This is so discourageing! Of all the job offers that I can find none are Jobs that I would actually wanna take if I actually did get the offer, because all require commuting over an hour or moving to I city that I would never wanna live in. This is just downright depressing! In the past 3 weeks I have not even seen one offer that was in my current location or even close by. I just want a new job not an entire life re-orientation!

It is just so sad that we live in such a career-driven double standard society where it is totally normalized that as a young person, you HAVE to be ready give up your ENTIRE LIFE and the place you picked to be your home ANYTIME to find a new job. But on the same time you are expected to be ready to settle and have a family from 30 onwards. And with a family you are often still required to move your entire family to a new place for a new job and it's totally normalized!

And overall economy is just shit and the field I work in is not doing well despite the fact that it was flourishing during the pandemic.

I blame everything on Merz at this point because I need a scapegoat to vent my anger!

https://www.lyft.com/lyftup/jobs-access?fbclid=IwY2xjawNb4oZleHRuA2FlbQIxMQBicmlkETFjTWMyRk9XWXB4endvOXhDAR61Ac5pkVzrhUBr2l19fL48woKtDpfVO4R4N_fYwUX1lZQgMNCT3ezeQGYJZA_aem_rx_Mv0UMWPxVUgZybPx2Vg

A few words….

Dear Democrats:

I know you are confused right now. I know you are struggling to comprehend what is happening.

I am happy to explain it to you.

You see, for decades you have persecuted us for holding conventionally American conservative beliefs. You insulted us. You called us "Nazis." You forcibly silenced us in conventional media and social media. You made us scared to speak our beliefs lest we lose our jobs or our friends and families. You de-banked us. You jailed conservative meme makers for free speech. You tried to steal our children in the public schools. You made us sit at our jobs and silently listen to some HR Karen telling us we were all inherently racist, sexist and evil. You pursued our political leaders with illegitimate lawfare right out of some mid-20th Century fascist state. You badgered us at the Thanksgiving table. You made us feel unwelcome in our own country and in our own homes.

We tried turning the other cheek.

We tried reasoning with you.

We tried standing on principle.

We told you that if we finally decided to do to you what you did to us, that you would not like it.

Then your rhetoric got Charlie killed.

Guess what? We have had enough, and we finally decided to do to you what you did to us.

You need to be taught a painful lesson so the USA can be restored to a nation of freedom, justice and liberty.

Do you understand now? It's for your own good.

Love,
Conservative America

So, I know that when you watch a video or whatever on social media the algorithm shows you more that are similar to what you've already seen. Right now on my feed, it appears that the far left is finding that cancel culture works both ways, and is not happy about it. I've got videos all over the place of mostly 20 something SJWs sobbing and wailing after supposedly losing their jobs because they posted video of themselves celebrating the Kirk shooting and/or posted absolutely vile comments on it, and someone sent screenshots to their employer. I'm not going to say watching them doesn't bring a warm fuzzy feeling to my withered black heart, but I wonder...these people are grown ass adults. Why would they throw a screaming tantrum over losing a job, especially considering they deserve far worse than unemployment? And if they were going to do that, why video it and post it online? What is there to gain from showing the internet their meltdowns? Back when I was that age, that would have been more like a mean-spirited prank a "friend" who didn't actually like you much might play on you than something you'd do yourself. I'm pretty sure a lot of these videos are about as real as Stephen King's apology, but again... To what end?

#Job #jobs2025 #work #Workforce #employer #employee

#salary #Job #jobs2025 #work

How many Liberals will get fired resulting from talking shit about Charlie Kirk's murder?

This is hilarious

Good jobs too, saw a bunch of $150k+ jobs not just Noodles working the nightshift at the Circle K next to that 24 hour Mexican Place where the two Eses got shot.

#job #jobs #work #artificial_intelligence #AI #unemployment #software #layoffs #DoorDash #unemployed #ethics

https://fortune.com/2025/05/14/software-engineer-replaced-by-ai-lost-six-figure-salary-800-job-applications-doordash-living-in-rv-trailer/

#unemployment #workforce #USA #America #layoffs #job #jobs

https://www.thestreet.com/retail/one-of-the-biggest-workforces-in-the-us-is-facing-mass-layoffs