Happiness and good Fortune are like a golden sand flowing into an hourglass of life sometimes there are black grains representing the bad things that sometimes happen but for most they are tuning to gold once they reach the majority of gold. But for some people the sand has more black grains than most, and some of those tend to give their few golden grains to others to help them turn their black to gold, which often leave the givers with overpowering obsidian sand that often turns new gold to black. And if they ask others for just a speckle of gold in return to help Turing the black to gold, they often have to beg for it or end up turning the others sand black just by opening their their hourglass. I am certainly one of the latter people. My body and mind is filled with poisonous black sand and my tongue turns it into venom injecting it to others whenever reach for support or comfort. I have realized a very concerning pattern that gives me the worst anxiety right now. I'm poisoning the last golden grain of sand whenever I open my heart and don't swallow my feelings for once. I should finally stop trying and go back to being the quiet listener that gives her golden grains to others and fights against the black by herself. That will spare me from a lot of feelings of disappointment, and anxiety and guilt about upsetting others by voicing when I'm being upset or disappointed. I'll just suck it up and be too forgiving for my own good the sake of harmony. How sad is that? I have become scared of being upset because it upsets others and I feel guilty then. Can one be more of a peoplepleaser just to not end up all alone? Today was a terrible day on so many levels, not only was I still feeling upset, I was also anxious to the point of barely being able to breathe because I had I realized this destructive and poisonous pattern that always, really ALWAYS has been following when I open up and threatens the last good thing I have that is supposed to be an anchor right now. And on top of all, some actually supposedly good news came in from a friend but I can't be happy for them instead it really pulls me down because the topic reminds me of my health issues that are kinda related... And as I currently have no one to talk to because my tongue is venomous and I just ruin everone elses minds, I have to rant it out to strangers in the internet. Maybe the more creative writing approach I took in the beginning is at least somewhat enjoyable to read. It was kind inspired by this song... https://youtu.be/FK3TDHnD1_0?list=RDFK3TDHnD1_0

Serious question. Why are cat owners so adamant about their pet's divinity? I know the Egyptians put the felines on a pedestal. That was thousands of years ago. I suspect the internet resurrected the notion, but how can a mammal be any more special than another? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eunWuKxfAC8

So, I know that when you watch a video or whatever on social media the algorithm shows you more that are similar to what you've already seen. Right now on my feed, it appears that the far left is finding that cancel culture works both ways, and is not happy about it. I've got videos all over the place of mostly 20 something SJWs sobbing and wailing after supposedly losing their jobs because they posted video of themselves celebrating the Kirk shooting and/or posted absolutely vile comments on it, and someone sent screenshots to their employer. I'm not going to say watching them doesn't bring a warm fuzzy feeling to my withered black heart, but I wonder...these people are grown ass adults. Why would they throw a screaming tantrum over losing a job, especially considering they deserve far worse than unemployment? And if they were going to do that, why video it and post it online? What is there to gain from showing the internet their meltdowns? Back when I was that age, that would have been more like a mean-spirited prank a "friend" who didn't actually like you much might play on you than something you'd do yourself. I'm pretty sure a lot of these videos are about as real as Stephen King's apology, but again... To what end?

These internet age verification laws springing up in every state are cancer. Even Arizona, who usually does the opposite of what other states do, is about to implement it it now. These systems are ripe for abuse and misuse. You know they're going to extend it to EVERYTHING eventually, right? Want to espouse some political view over the internet about Nazi midgets? Well, now your government ID is directly tied to it and some crazed tranny shooter is also going to come and kill you.

Saw a group calld whore lovers it was justone person who seems like anoutstanding chronically online discrd reddit mod asking forwhore pics Peak internet right der

There is one unwritten rule of the internet that survives today; whatever charcter you like - someone has draw foot fetish art!

#bots #chatbots #Internet #Cyberspace #deadinternet #theory #Altman #Musk #AI #artificial_intelligence https://mashable.com/article/what-is-dead-internet-theory

[Kandi_Mayhem] You really think someone would do that? Just go on the Internet and tell lies?

How to censor the Internet a simple guide. > Create a safety act > Other countries pick it up (CA, UK, EU, AU) > Isolate the US tech companies through law > US tech companies loose money > US tech companies call for changes > US Government calls for subtile changes > It will presented as 'protecting the youth > A loud minority of voices will ask for it > US Government will pass subtile changes > The downfall can begin This is the playbook on how the internet will be censored. Many are going to bring up the 1st amendment but this doesn't apply to private companies and they will always do what they can to make money. They will bend the knee in time when they loose money and the US is isolated online by the rest of the world they will push for the censoring of the internet in order to keep their revenues and lobby the government.

I have a similar to one of these now- it has- u'd never believe it - 1000 techno channels alone - literaly- for each genre of music 1000s of channels. amazing. https://www.amazon.co.uk/Telestar-Internet-Playback-Bluetooth-Soundmate/dp/B08WRXK5N1/ref=sr_1_6?crid=39ZPHRMSRP90X&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.QpN5QVERKan7PoKNNyxjW6S65URP3t4MCY3-E8l6UuurW2kJFN164wuVPwMF2NlvepwKlnMClJzblKVLeqKBs3O8usnIonhAuUF3kV4zCAA3x4U2wJzOKhxfKnMiMNyQCt8a6Bum3FdjkdEiM3WRV7KuVG1OTUo87lf_ExwbGZdBUVC5IIzUnv5fcqWnEqEv6lBD_fn8y78iJb_YCX85LJzHGYufOqTKdgd0ls2IGCs.azLRrAsqjjL6-GNrDOo1NWzf1djsXUsU551RlF8FLkk&dib_tag=se&keywords=internet+radio&qid=1750415784&rnid=20930948031&sprefix=internet+radio%2Caps%2C255&sr=8-6&xpid=r2OL1eeSFrnqK