Watching multiple videos of people freak out about getting neither Section 8, SNAP or EBT.

I have nothing against people who deserve it, but we all know that the abuse is at least 50% of the people on it THAT DO NO QUALIFY...Illegals, healthy and young people, people on it for like 10-20-30 years and perpetual women with multiple children getting pregnant only to stay on the dole.

Not all obviously, but quite a few.

Is Trump doing it to cause panic and crime in order to smash hard and get more power?

Not like anyone cares but I'll blog it here anyways... Cause here at least I can pretend ppl care... I'm Ending vacation with a bad migraine attack and possibly an incubating flu. Great. Not like my I overall declining health has been enough strain in my body and mental health.

Maybe I shouldn't have made plans for Halloween at all... Just ended with a ruined evening and feeling bad about being the cause of it...

Yeap .. still alive...health still shitty but.... still alive :)

Another rant incoming today...sorry guys....ill delete that later....
just now I was once again proven to have self centered friends... I was messaged by a friend how I was doing and I already suspected that she just asked to initiate conversation and wanted to either rant or get attention...when I started talking about my health issues and how annoyed I was by the system she just replied something generic like "yeah the health system sucks" an then proceeded to Change the topic and show me her new living room chairs...
Like wtf your friends health is just something to causally comment on just to proceed with something so trivial as new chairs?! Feels like my health was just placed in the same important level als new chairs. Thanks for worrying or providing mental support....like I did for her years when she was trapping herself in a toxic relationship.
Last time we met we also talked about how life was going for me for maybe 30 minutes and for 3h I had to listen to her new found lovers and adventures in that regard... sucks being a good listener because at some point that's all you become to your friends...the listener

Waiting for the doctors to return so I can finally get on with fixing my health drives me crazy. There is a lot of anxiety and what ifs connected to it and I just want answers...this uncertainty and not being able to move forward with treatment because outside factors control timelines is so incredibly frustrating. I feel that every passing day is lost time in this regard.
And since nobody in my social circal seems to care enough to listen to me when I try talking about it and just turn to dumping their shit and their problems on me as soon as we mention health or mental health, I need to vent it out here into the void.

Sometimes the health system sucks....Starting to feel long time consequences of some health issues that I have been dealing with for a while I went to some specialist and Guess what to treat one thing I need another condition fully diagnosed but that doctor is on vacation for two weeks and once that one is returned, doctor one will be on vacation and so in total I have to wait at least 4 more weeks to be able to start treatment if it is even possible to give me that treatment. Not like I have been having that issue for 6 months now and it's starting to cause follow up issues....
Still not sure if the ED is the cause of it all or if my body just hates me and found another way to show me...
But hey, what else is new?

Still alive.... health still shitty... but.... hanging on

FDA Expands Hand Soap Recall to Sanitizer, Deodorant, and More Due to Sepsis Concerns

https://www.msn.com/en-us/health/other/fda-expands-hand-soap-recall-to-sanitizer-deodorant-and-more-due-to-sepsis-concerns/ar-AA1M6S6Y?ocid=msedgntp&pc=HCTS&cvid=64ca2230bee54c23953353c44f524e80&ei=13

#youth #MentalHealth #MentalHealthMatters #MentalWellness #unhappiness #global
https://journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0327858

Whoever is out there, you are NOT alone. Stay strong by doing stuff YOU REALLY LOVE ignoring what the others tell you. YOU live YOUR OWN LIFE, not the others...

I noticed my mentsl health symptoms are like project roaches; soon as ur lookin ZERO